I want to stay !!

Venting about my work stuff to you n wad was ur reply? I guess, I really have to stop thinking that you will be on my side but it's OK. I can survive without ur help. 

I really like this job but it has been 4 months that I don't have any income n u said u will support me but what did you do to support? 

Do I really have to quit n look for office job again ?

I don't think I can commit to the daily job again, everything had changed. Ur working timing had change, even if I quit this job n look for office job who is going to bring the children to school n fetch them back home ? 

Action is louder than words, I will prove to u that this current job really can earn money ! 

I want to stay !!

exercising after so long

 It had been a long time since i last exercise and sweat a lot. 

Last night i climbed 2 sets of 15 levels and after that i felt like i was dying and i cannot breath well. 

This morning when i weigh myself, finally it it not 71kg anymore!! 

I will continue to do this exercise since this is very effective for me . Let's see how many KG i will be by end of this month. 

 its really been a long time since i had the time to sit down and watch the drama that i like. 

the bad side about this is that i had lost my job. 

Hopefully the next job will be more easy on me . 

Hopefully i can get some interview or new job soon.

jobless again

this is not the 1st time i lost my job due to my laziness or family issue. am i the only one that feels drained out after awhile and needs rest within a month? i know that i have this problem for a while now but i really like the job i worked in but i really need some rest and alone time. (working as a sales coordinator, and the salesman has a lot of order, i had to OT almost everyday)

during my probation period, me and my children were sick and due to taking care of them, i need to stay home or bring them to work and it had already making my impression looks very bad. 

there is nothing i can do to change this situation. 

really wish i can continue working in this company but they had already given me a lot of chances which i didn't grabbed hold of. 

these few days i had been sending a lots of resume but none reply me or ask me for interview. is the economic really bad now ? 

Been sleeping at 1am every night now in the morning keep doze off while working. 😴😴 

Had been a long time since I watch drama till late night. Really love to be alone but the only bad thing is that I still need to work in the morning, if not I would have continue my drama marathon till morning. Wahahaha

Ytd was the 1st day of new module at ITE East, travelled about 45mins down and almost 2hrs back home. 

I came out of the wrong exit and wasted some time there, if not I won't be so late for the lesson. Bought dinner to campus but lecturer advised to eat something light and not something that will dirty the room. Only the attended class for 1 day and I feel like I am a zombie for now, plus 2day is my 2nd day period, really feel like dying. Lucky manager is not around,  hopefully later I can go to the printing room n read comic . 🤭