Whatever I do it will be forever my fault. Buy food to your work place for u n ur fwens but in the end wad I get? A slap n ask me to disappear . Jus because I didn't separate out the chopstick into diff bag. Now dat crazy person ask me not to come bak . Ya lo everything is forever my fault. Ya la all against me la. Y not all kill me btr? Once I die no one will goes against ur will any more.. or maybe once I die u guys will be more happier. 

I'm always a nobody. Wan to spend some time with you oso hard. Simple msg u oso won't send. I'm always the one who wait. Do u noe dat I'm sad? Hell no cus u dun care. Jus a call or text from ur fwen to ask u go out u will always say yes n I ask u go out wif me n u still have to consider. My time is always not time n yours is precious.
So wad if I dun hav much fwen? Does dat mean dat u can go out as n when u like n throw our children to me to take care them alone? So wad if they sleeping ? He free time always nt wif me.

its ok. i wont care about what you do outside anymore so u better don't come and ask me what am i doing. since this is what you want then let it be. i dont need your love also. there is no such thing as love forever. love will fade and it will turn to responsiblility. thats when everything change include love and trust.

its been a lot long since i last sleep over at parents house. love the feeling of no responsibilities. feel so carefree.

if only i can stay here forever.

You never will understand what I want. Even if I tell u u also will forget. 

Everything is always my fault

Whatever I said is always wrong whatever I said is always bring up the past if u didn't even do will I have something to say ? How many hours u need to be outside? Whenever ur fwen ask u out u will go even if u work 7am in the morning but when I ask u to go out wif me n u tell me u work 7am u cannot go out. So who is more important. Even if ask u being daughter for check up oso can say I nid to work when d day before u went out late n wake up late for the appointment so isit my fault ? Ya I'm bringing up the past again. Whatever I say is past cus when u did something did I say a thing but when I do u will say me n when I use u to compare u will always have excuses to say. So I'm always in the wrong.

Say I nvr trust u but wad did u do to let me trust u ? When ever u said tings dat u will do in the end nvr do. So wad got debt ? Can u pay everything 1 short ? Oso nid time to do so so y nid to rush ? Since u have been poor for the past 22years y change nw ? Still say by tis year wan clear everything. Who do u think u r ? U think u earn a lot uh? Knn den throw baby n house chores to me . Every day come bak from work jiu play game/use fone den sleep. Didn't even wan to talk to me or interact wif kids. Ya lo we all are air can't see ma dats y no nid interact.

knn who the fuck you think you are? why do i have to keep listen to you? everything you do is right? things you cant do then don't say. always use words and no action still dare to say me.