knn it's not the first time i asked you to take care baby and what else will you do? most important things are always your sleep, games and most importantly your friends !!! what more will you do? ask you to wash toilet and what you told me " see my mood" . wow then don;t keep tell me when we have our own house and things la hor when you didnt even do your things !!

ask you to take care you don't know she is sick cause you was too tired and slept the whole day while she's having fever !! "i thought she was hot and bring her outside " knn today lagi best you never help her bath !! you didnt bath after you went out and come back home you already will go mad and other is like what? nothing and i know! cause what else will you care?!

went back home cook for you even when im tired and what else you did? just sit inside the room using FB somemore use 2 phone on FB who the heck you trying to contact??!!! its ok la im always nobody to you ma its ok la . its not the first time you said it.

1st time carrying Jamie while she is sleeping. Finally got the chance to do so . although she is a bit heavy but I still can manage to carry her for quite a while.  so happy !! plus we 1 family go out for dinner n walk . love this feeling .

Told me no money yet u keep cab to camp 

When u work did u help to tc or u sleep half way I wake u up to help ? Knn I alr very tired yet u dun Wan help. Got time for u to rest dun Wan rest den when I come Bak I tc n u sleep knn . Play game play game all u noe is game n buy things n wad else do I hav time for my own things ? Wan to play game or watch show oso dun hav time n yet u can still play game  knn

All are just words . Go out less ? Still the same la . You at home like not at home , sleep till you shiok then help . I don't have to rest la ?! Knn . Always sleep so late for fuck ? Ask me to rest then wake me up again . Knn

Lies n more lies? Just continue ba. You think I believe it? Forget it. Nth matters. U like to go out wif gals go ahead. Won't bother me anyway. Let it be.

Jus do wad ever u like la . I won't care anymore 

Told u I'm nt feeling well yet u still Wan to go out . Stop think u r important . No one will care 

Seriously who am I to u ? Jus nothing ba . I'm tired of everything . I'm tired . I don't want to cry to sleep again . I don't want this kind of marriage. I don't want. 

Just do wad ever u like ba. Nothing matters to u anymore. Forget it ba. Nothing will change

It's ok la . I'm jus nobody . U nvr care anymore . I'm jus a free maid . Free sex doll. A person u can lay a finger on . 

Won't tell anyone my things anymore. No one will care . I will jus keep it to myself. Depression ? Soon ba 

Broken heart

U nvr really care about me any more . Alright, anything happened to me I won't tell u any more . My things doesn't matter to u. Even if I'm sick u iso won't care . Thanks for letting me noe. Won't bother u wif my things again . No guy really will care about me . U dun even Wan to spend time wif me . It's ok . Won't bother u again . 

Jamie bd

Dinner time I ask u to wake up but u called us to eat den after I packed everything @ 1am den u wake up n ask for food . Heat up urself la . I dun Nid rest uh ? U missed d 1st time n nw 2nd time . It's ok . Next time won't call u for event . U only will attend ur fwen de Ma . We r jus nth 

Get in return

Always use fist to settle things . When can u stop using dat ? I jus can't leave . I jus dun bear to leave . Tis is wad in return

I'm jus a person who u can hav sex n nth else . U dun even care about me . All u Wan is jus sex. 

Nvr even help to tc baby yet Everyday go out till late night den come Bak n sleep in d morning . Knn. I alr can't sleep at nite n morning I Wan to sleep n u snore like nobody business . How am I goin to rest ? Seriously how Long more can I tolerate ??

Everyday go out. When will u stay home n help me tc baby ? 1 more coming out n by den u still like dat den I hav to suffer till when ? When can I go out wif my fwens wif no baby ard ? 

why are you rushing back? why do you think that he will leave his friends to accompany you home? do you think he still care? do you think he still love you? please don't be stupid any more.

i rushed to buy you a gift and wish you could go home with me is because i wanted to see the happy face when you saw the gift but it's ok that you don't care.

i know im just a nobody. i will just stay as nobody. i wont do anything more then that.

Few days ago I saw his text says hey baby to other Gal. I noe its nt d 1st time he text other gals but I jus cannot take it .  Maybe dats d reason y I can't sleep when I'm here . 

tahan ba~

dun hav the urge to quarrel n talk to u anymore. isit i had change? i noe u had change long time ago. u nvr look at me the same way u used to look at me. u nvr talk to me d way u used to talk to me. idk wads wrong with both of us nw. u keep goin out to look for gals n left me alone at home while i nid u d most. goin to be father of 2 yet nw u wan go separate ways. of cus u wan nah . dun hav to take care those 2 ma. u only wan to play den y from the start u wan to form a family with me n now throwing me aside? im really feeling upset to see u this way. we used to be so close. after we had a family everything change . after zw came in things got more worse den ever! he keeps jio u out for drink n dats when more things happened. am i really hav to endure all this shit? do i really hav the courage to face  wad u had done outside? can i really carry on like nth happened? idk either. i do hav feeling too fyi. u can talk to others so gentler yet so violent towards me. am i really a person for u to bully? i really wan n wish i hav the courage to walk away n dun care about anything to u but i jus dun hav d heart to do it. i may hav d thinking but i jus dun wan to leave cus i noe this is jus d beginning of our life. i noe we can walk through this hard time tgt but u keeps hurting me n pushing me away , i really don't know how long more can i really tahan. hope i can tahan longer den i think.  

Always d unwanted one. Any gal will be btr den me . I'm jus a nobody . Anyone can play wif me . Thanks 

lesson learnt

No one in this world will always treat you like princess or prince forever. I once believe you will change for me but i don't think so now. I once believe love but now where are there? I will love myself more from now on cause no one will really care. 

Once i wish to enjoy every moment with my love but they never really want to spend time with me. Maybe i'm too sticky. i will spend more time with myself then with you.

I once want to enjoy the view of sunset and sun raise with the one i love but he was too busy with his life and after we broke up he brought his new girlfriend to enjoy the things i wanted so much. 

Current one. I told him i wanted to go eat something new yet he was there with his friend enjoying the food i wanted. 

I was once so depend on you now I will learn to be alone. Do everything alone. Everything there will be first time doing. I will learn from my mistake. I really don't know if i stay is really a good choice as you show me you don't care about us anymore. You even keep doing things i don't like. I guess we both had changed. 

Lesson learnt:

Not to depend on others too much. Spend more time with myself. No one will ever really care how you feel cause everyone is selfish. 

US

i know we are drifting apart. i know you are just running away from me. i know you don't want to see me or even contact me. understood. i wont find you again , even if there is urgent matters. i will learn to survive by my own. you are just pushing me away. maybe it's a sign that you really don't want me any more. i will learn. i know you had been contacting some girls. even if i ask you also wont admit it. should i continue to stay or leave? am i really can survive with out you? is there still love between us ? i really don't know. anyone can tell me what should i do to improve this situation? i really don't want to leave, i don't want to be alone again. can everything back to how we used to be? i wish there is nothing wrong with us.

I hav so much to say but whenever I'm wif u i became speechless. I hav feelings too . Y always ignore me ? Y always fierce me ? I jus Wan to talk to u. I jus Wan to noe wad is happening ard u. But u always nvr Wan to tell me. Nvr Wan to share ur things wif me . I missed those time whr u will tell me everything n we can talk for hrs but nw we hardly talk plus u always dun Wan tell me . Even if I'm beside u I dun even noe wad r u thinking about. Always ask me to fuck off dun irritated u dun touch u. U r d only person I Wan to talk to I Wan to noe more about u . I noe u r stress but idk wad stress is it. Told u I dun like u to do something yet u always do . Baby is ours y u nvr help to tc ? I Nid rest oso. I Wan to go out oso. Y u cannot help? We Long time nvr talk le Sia. When can we have small talk again ? Waiting for it to happen....... Dun think it will happen

Alr told u I dun alike u to go but u still go. Yeah of cus la there got gals to c n touch ma. U like wad. Can even hav sex wif u . I'm jus nobody. Keep goin lo.  Will leave soon

Lovebite

On 11 Jan nite I came home n he wasn't at home n after he came home sleep awhile n went out again. He got d lovebite on dat day n tell me it's other day cus he went drinking wif fwen 3x Tis week when I'm nt ard. After when he went out I checked his clothes n I smelt ladies perfume n dat nite we had sex n I saw dat n he told me its I make but I didn't den he said dat day went drinking wif fwen n he fallen asleep n he didn't noe it. Sry I dun buy dat story I'm jus dun wan to quarrel again . Cus dat nite u came bak woodlands quite early but nvr come home I guess u went her Hse ba . If nt ur bed skills won't improve oso. Still dare to say is u watch porn n u alr noe how to last longer in sex but y previously u didn't do it ? All r bullshits. U even went out wif other gal when I'm taking care of baby . Asked u whr u went n u didn't say meaning nt even went shopping n eating Liao lo it must b something else n u didn't wan me to noe. Asked u so many questions n u say dunno but when I ask when hav lovebite n u remember wow.

After I came bak although everything looks normal but I still can't believe u. So many things to suspect . Ur fone nvr leave ur sight. 

Angry

It's hard for me to believe dat u had noe 2 new things about sex . U nvr used to noe how to last long during sex and how to ride u. After quarrel for about 2 months n Tis is wad u show me . Cool n u said u noe all these things long ago but we had been tgt for how long ? 1yr plus n u nvr show all these . N one more thing is u went to pub n came home wif a lovebite on ur neck n d only thing u tell me is u fallen asleep b u dunno someone gave u lovebite. Yeah all these things sound so normal uh . 

So desperate for gals n keep texting other gal plus say u r single when u r nt. Seriously am I stupid or maybe I jus dun wan to wake up . 

I always believe in u but r u saying d truth idk. U say u n mx went movie n he has free tickets for ip man but he still used his MasterCard for discount. Yea went out wif other gals n jus anyhow bomb ur fwen . D moment u said ya mx I alr noe it's nt him . It's ok la u like her den go ba I can't do anything . No wonder u keeps wanting me to leave