tahan ba~

dun hav the urge to quarrel n talk to u anymore. isit i had change? i noe u had change long time ago. u nvr look at me the same way u used to look at me. u nvr talk to me d way u used to talk to me. idk wads wrong with both of us nw. u keep goin out to look for gals n left me alone at home while i nid u d most. goin to be father of 2 yet nw u wan go separate ways. of cus u wan nah . dun hav to take care those 2 ma. u only wan to play den y from the start u wan to form a family with me n now throwing me aside? im really feeling upset to see u this way. we used to be so close. after we had a family everything change . after zw came in things got more worse den ever! he keeps jio u out for drink n dats when more things happened. am i really hav to endure all this shit? do i really hav the courage to face  wad u had done outside? can i really carry on like nth happened? idk either. i do hav feeling too fyi. u can talk to others so gentler yet so violent towards me. am i really a person for u to bully? i really wan n wish i hav the courage to walk away n dun care about anything to u but i jus dun hav d heart to do it. i may hav d thinking but i jus dun wan to leave cus i noe this is jus d beginning of our life. i noe we can walk through this hard time tgt but u keeps hurting me n pushing me away , i really don't know how long more can i really tahan. hope i can tahan longer den i think.