y do other can share their hearts so easily??
y cant i ?
y every time i wanted to share , no one i can find?

feel like crying now. but i dont know why???
feeling sad =(

2day at mac very busy !
but fun.
on 21 july i will attach to AMKP , dunnoe other store will go there or their store de ppl there.
hope to make new fwens there.
LP said she attach there b4 ,
quite fun she said.
hope i oso can hav fun.
LP n SY oso will attach there on mon n tue.
if we can go there tgt more good lor.
but hav to see aitze let or nt .
ytd i do filtering alone sia, but at least i nvr do wrong.
hope to get next chance!

ytd i pack coke glass in ahu room , den he came in to the ahu room .
when he came in my heart is racing!
haha , dunnoe y?

so long nvr write blog le!!
2day i felt happy cus can off le!
2day i oso go cut hair le.
after i cut my hair , me n my sis went to watch movie.
we watched predators .
the show was very nice !
i like the show very much!
2day is a very hot day !
i keep sweating! i hate it!
after watched movie, we went home .
she reached home den she went to sleep .
as for me i reached home ,
i on com n i started to play computer.
i love to use com to watch show!
i can find most of some nice.
i will forget him !!!!
i hav to start a new!

long long time since you hugged me,
now you don't ,
feeling sad ,
dont know whether you still love me or not.
feeling sad .
that's all i can say.
really wish that we can be like last time.......
we can go out til very late ,
go on date,
go out like a gang.
now we only see each other when working other then that ?
cant we be like last time?
long time never watch movie together.
long time never hold hands.
long time never hang out le.
long time never lay on your shoulder ,
long time never eat together,
long time never go shopping together .....
very long time le......
but i dont think u notice it.
im really sad.
i can tell no one ,
everytimes i want to tell someone ,
i cant find one to listen to me.
u cant see me cry.
i think you dont love me anymore.
isit i do anything wrong?
if you dont,
please tell me,
dont let me stay in this situation anymore.
i cant take it anymore.
i felt more lonely den before...

long time nvr write blog le.....
wish i oso can go back school,
but i dont wish to go back to the school i use to go,
wish to go to a new school to study,
i really wish to do that,
when i see them going to school and have alots of friends to hang around, study together,
i also really want to do those again!!!
i wish to start a new.

1st time can do mac cafe sia
boring but fun .
wish i can do there again!!
the new manager LG so funny,
2day den i noe his name liu gui
those china girls said the name like 'gong gong' name
so funny!!!
but he like nt angry leh
haha
fun working wif him, i oso can choose station,
wish nt to work morning
very tired .
goin sleep le nite nite.

2day very tired but still went to work....
alvi said is rite when working wont feel tired de,
haha
2things happened scary de
1st , at mac on the way to toilet i saw 1 person faint n a doc was beside her.
dunnoe wad happened ,
got 1 aunty said she goin to die cus her eyes turned white n face was pale.
very scary!
after i went to the toilet ,
i came out n saw the doc put her on the floor,
n den i dunnoe le but after awhile the ambulance came.
hope she is fine=)
2nd, n the way home i saw 1 car n motobic accident the bic was crash n the car's front glass was broken very scary!!!
dunnoe anyone was hurt?
hope no 1 hurt or anything......

2day me, my mother n my 2 sisters went to causeway point to do something ,
after we did all the things ,
n i saw KFC is hiring ppl so i went in n ask
the manager said still hiring ,
so she gave me the form to full.....
when i finished the form n gave back the manager said wait for the call....
dunnoe will call or nt
hope can get the job

the day b4 ytd my house had installed wireless modem .....
now i can use my laptop anywhere haha .....
happy sia,
but 2day the mio tv cant see nid to wait for the tech-man to come n fix ......
but wireless modem sometime very laq sia ,
hais but nvm at least i can use it in my room nw ,
haha,

2day i jus bought a new ear pierce ,
black de , haha!!
at work very happy ,
but reached home le den nt very happy le,
cus when i said i was very hungry he said he'll buy food for me but when i said no nid
den he go home le!!!
very angry!!!
den he reached home n i said again i'm very hungry den he said call his fwen to buy for me!!!
very angry .
i wan to see him dats y call him to buy de ma,
but he called his fwen to buy....
sad dat he dun understand me

i hate ppl who lie !!!!
lp said wan to watch movie ,
den we waited for nh to come,
den we waited for about 1hr they oso dun wan to go buy ticket !!!!
den i ask again den she said she got no money to buy the ticket!!!!!
if she dun hav money den wad for call ppl out n see movie !!
in the end see wad?
see air onli!!!
it make me so angry !!!!!!!!
zx oso at there all dun wan to watch den still dun wan to say ......
all keep quiet waste my time there onli!!!!!
LOL WAD IS THIS!!!!
she steal my bf away from me n still can say nvr!!!
den y he keep help her?
keep listen to wad she say?
isit because she prettier den me?
den y he do this to me?
i really hate them !!!!
always let me cry!!!!

2day is the 1st time i work overnite ,
do until 1.30am den i reached home @ 3.10am.
i ate le den come back
jason treat de.
but work overnite very boring ,
but need to do alot of things,
like wash, stock up but kitchen need to prepare morning de things,
but quite fun ,
can do things slowly,
no ppl will rush de,
haha
wish to hav somemore times like dat,
but i really wan to learn more things lor,
like dat i can learn more things n i can work more ,
haha ,
i take cab wif Johnny ,
he stay at ave4,
quite far from mac de....
reached home $16.20 .....
expensive leh.....

y she keep steal things from me??
last time is my fwens n nw even my both bf oso wan to steal!!!
who she think she is??
hate her !!!
everytime come my place!!!

this is all i hav take when we went for the outting!!
some pic of my bf =)
cute haha

2day is my bd,
no 1 help me celebrate .
but zx bring me out n watch movie n eat mac,
haha long time nvr like dat le,
felt happy oso.
uncle sulaimi said can come out but in the end cant come out.
2times le.
if the 1st time can forgiv but ,
hais....
dunnoe he really wan to stead wif me or nt ,
i think he like play play onli.....

on 18march me n sulaimi hav the 1st date.
but the feeling very weird lor.
after go outing i get sun burn sia very pain.....
few more days to my bd ,
no ppl remember sia,
very sad.

2day is the 1st date wif sulaimi,
we mit at woodlands,
when he reached nh n me was eating mac,
but he said he's nt hungry so he didnt eat,
but sy she did buy something to eat,
when she goin to sit down her milo drop on the floor.
her onli kanna her legs my sis oso ,
so they went to the toilet tgt.
after they were back ive finished my things,
after we all ate finish all the things,
we went to causeway point to shop,
den sulaimi said he wan to watch movie ,
so we went to the ticketing,
he bought us 3tickets ,
sulaimi, nh n me go watch onli sy nvr cus she goin to do something else.
b4 the show start ,
we went to buy things,
ive bought comics,
others i dunnoe,
after dat goin to reach the time ,
den we went up n we went to the toilet 1st,
after dat den we go buy popcorn .
we watched 'how to train a dragon'
the show is very nice,
some of the parts are very touching.
after the show we 3 went to AMK ,
we reached there we go MAC again!!
but onli sulaimi eat cus he's hungry.
after he eat den i sleep over there .
after i wake up den i walked around den i go buy dbl chcolate ,
after buyin den sulaimi hav to go home ,
if nt his mum will chase him wif knife ,
haha
den lp said wan to ton ,
so we wait for her to finish work,
after she finish work we go ask him wan to ton wif us ,
lp said he wan to ton ,
but den he nvr turn up.
hais.
so i reach home i played com den sleep.
lp sleep b4 me.

2day went to east coast park for BBQ!!
we hav to report at mac at 9.30am ,
but me, lp n sulaimi reached there about 8.48am.
den we went to eat the $2.50 breakfast meal.
when it's about 9.30am, they all brin out those things,
ling chin n wan yee brin out from the store but dunnoe take from where haha...
got 1 older auntie n uncle goin wif us oso,
when we goin to go there, wan yee start to call for the name.
still got some haven come , so we waited for 1hrs den can go ,
the manager goin wif us are ling chin n emma.
but emma didnt go wif us 1st ,
cus she was bringing alots of food so ling chin said after all of the crews reach den fetch emma.
when we reached there,
it was 11.45am,
when we set things up n we had a mac meeting,
it's about the new promotion,
after the meeting,
we can eat emma's cook food.
she cook de food very nice n delicious oso.
after we ate the food ,
alot of them go toilet n change into some simple clothing.
after we had played all the games,
we can eat n play for 2hrs ,
we sulaimi , shwee yoon , me go to the sea tgt,
jus go into the water,
the water was very cold.
n some of them was thrown into the water ,
dat was the fun part,
haha
2day was very fun .
after playing wif the water ,
sulaimi n lp went to rent bike,
when i noe they went to rent den i oso folo them to the place where can rent bikes n roller skate.
after we played all dat den we hav to be back there at 4.30pm for the lucky draw,
but alot of them bath very slow,
so we ended up very late den go back ,
alot of them still hav to work,
when they go back they were scolded by aitze,
when we goin back,
i slept on the bus,
after all the fun we had alot of them were very tired le,
but still hav to go back to work,
i felt pity for them ,
go outing still hav to work,
hais...
after we all packed our things den we went back to store,
after we all get out of the bus some go work den d others go home or go out.
as for me i went out wif shwee yoon, sulaimi, vincent , yi zhou go to lan for a short play after dat we went back to mac,
we went back there to eat,
haha work mac eat mac ,
after sulaimi eat finish his mum was there to pick him up.
so i continue to eat wif shwee yoon,
den after awhile my sis called me n ask me whr am i ,
i said i;m still at mac,
den she said she wan to come so i waited for her to come,
when she reached her lips were diff le,
cus she go pirece 2 hole on it.
when she come we go eat mac again,
after dat we called small lp to come out but she keep said wait ,
den we cant wait her le so we wait for lp cus she work til 11pm so we can wait ,
but she didnt say dat she work til 11.30 if nt we wont wait de,