i really dunno y u become like dat?
y a little bit of things u will take it to heart??
y cant u jus dun care so much??
do u noe u make me very hate u??

not sure what to do , keep having headache and feeling sleepy everytime.

2day we perform guitar again ! But 2day is perform for lower sec .
FUN ! if next time got chance i want to go ! =)

2day in school was okie, nt too bored n we , the whole class, sang a happy birthday song to miss han and she was very happy ! But she said her birthday was over , and thanks you .
After school when i going to cross the road , a sec 1/2 boys were playing with a basketball near the road n when i going to cross toward the central side , the ball roll on the road n i help them to take after that he said thanks to me . im so happy !
2DAY IS A HAPPY DAY ! =D

i got 1st in maths , at first very happy . after a while, i think this isn't a happy thing to say .
NT is easy , but i got 1st my mum nvr say anything but onli money , keep saying can get top 10% den got money , hais . nt happy!!!

2day just had a science test , don't know whether i will pass or fail.
I'm scare, 1st common test after i went back to school .
Hope i would fail until so terrible . =)

sien P nt in the sch!
still nid to wait for him to come bak from holiday.
dunnoe can go bak sch to study or not!
headache!!!

after so long nvr wake up early .
not as sleepy as i thought .
on monday , my sis n i nid to go sch mit P.
dunnoe can study in that sch or nt, very anxious.
later work overnite, dunnoe will be fun or not, hope it will .

y every time i watch love shows , i will cry like hell!?
i really dun understand!!

ytd karen , liping sangeetha , aitze and me when to lantern festival celebration .
when we reached there , there were quite alot people .
the time we reached there was 6pm plus but the event start at 7pm.
after we set up all those things, then we start to sever them the orange juice .
aitze said i have to help her hiring people.
so after serving some time , liping and me when to ask people .
but liping had asked alot of people but i only manage to get one to work .
hope dat person can work, den i will can get $10 from aitze .
ytd the PM , Mr Lee Hsien Loong, did came down .
first time see him so near.
n aitze saw a handsome guy, he is PM 's body guard .

2day im in the happy mood!!
when i 1st start work , i'm doing l1 .
after half an hour i went out to do counter.
when i started to smile at people, they smile back to me .
It makes me more happy when i smile =)
now i have more chance to work in the kitchen!
i like to work in the kitchen , more fun in there =)
now i also have to work almost 8hrs everyday .
tired but i think will have more money.
spencer 2day also told me to learn more station knowledge , i think i maybe can become a CL .
hope to have that day to come true ! =)

y do other can share their hearts so easily??
y cant i ?
y every time i wanted to share , no one i can find?

feel like crying now. but i dont know why???
feeling sad =(

2day at mac very busy !
but fun.
on 21 july i will attach to AMKP , dunnoe other store will go there or their store de ppl there.
hope to make new fwens there.
LP said she attach there b4 ,
quite fun she said.
hope i oso can hav fun.
LP n SY oso will attach there on mon n tue.
if we can go there tgt more good lor.
but hav to see aitze let or nt .
ytd i do filtering alone sia, but at least i nvr do wrong.
hope to get next chance!

ytd i pack coke glass in ahu room , den he came in to the ahu room .
when he came in my heart is racing!
haha , dunnoe y?

so long nvr write blog le!!
2day i felt happy cus can off le!
2day i oso go cut hair le.
after i cut my hair , me n my sis went to watch movie.
we watched predators .
the show was very nice !
i like the show very much!
2day is a very hot day !
i keep sweating! i hate it!
after watched movie, we went home .
she reached home den she went to sleep .
as for me i reached home ,
i on com n i started to play computer.
i love to use com to watch show!
i can find most of some nice.
i will forget him !!!!
i hav to start a new!

long long time since you hugged me,
now you don't ,
feeling sad ,
dont know whether you still love me or not.
feeling sad .
that's all i can say.
really wish that we can be like last time.......
we can go out til very late ,
go on date,
go out like a gang.
now we only see each other when working other then that ?
cant we be like last time?
long time never watch movie together.
long time never hold hands.
long time never hang out le.
long time never lay on your shoulder ,
long time never eat together,
long time never go shopping together .....
very long time le......
but i dont think u notice it.
im really sad.
i can tell no one ,
everytimes i want to tell someone ,
i cant find one to listen to me.
u cant see me cry.
i think you dont love me anymore.
isit i do anything wrong?
if you dont,
please tell me,
dont let me stay in this situation anymore.
i cant take it anymore.
i felt more lonely den before...

long time nvr write blog le.....
wish i oso can go back school,
but i dont wish to go back to the school i use to go,
wish to go to a new school to study,
i really wish to do that,
when i see them going to school and have alots of friends to hang around, study together,
i also really want to do those again!!!
i wish to start a new.

1st time can do mac cafe sia
boring but fun .
wish i can do there again!!
the new manager LG so funny,
2day den i noe his name liu gui
those china girls said the name like 'gong gong' name
so funny!!!
but he like nt angry leh
haha
fun working wif him, i oso can choose station,
wish nt to work morning
very tired .
goin sleep le nite nite.

2day very tired but still went to work....
alvi said is rite when working wont feel tired de,
haha
2things happened scary de
1st , at mac on the way to toilet i saw 1 person faint n a doc was beside her.
dunnoe wad happened ,
got 1 aunty said she goin to die cus her eyes turned white n face was pale.
very scary!
after i went to the toilet ,
i came out n saw the doc put her on the floor,
n den i dunnoe le but after awhile the ambulance came.
hope she is fine=)
2nd, n the way home i saw 1 car n motobic accident the bic was crash n the car's front glass was broken very scary!!!
dunnoe anyone was hurt?
hope no 1 hurt or anything......