Whatever I do it will be forever my fault. Buy food to your work place for u n ur fwens but in the end wad I get? A slap n ask me to disappear . Jus because I didn't separate out the chopstick into diff bag. Now dat crazy person ask me not to come bak . Ya lo everything is forever my fault. Ya la all against me la. Y not all kill me btr? Once I die no one will goes against ur will any more.. or maybe once I die u guys will be more happier. 

I'm always a nobody. Wan to spend some time with you oso hard. Simple msg u oso won't send. I'm always the one who wait. Do u noe dat I'm sad? Hell no cus u dun care. Jus a call or text from ur fwen to ask u go out u will always say yes n I ask u go out wif me n u still have to consider. My time is always not time n yours is precious.
So wad if I dun hav much fwen? Does dat mean dat u can go out as n when u like n throw our children to me to take care them alone? So wad if they sleeping ? He free time always nt wif me.

its ok. i wont care about what you do outside anymore so u better don't come and ask me what am i doing. since this is what you want then let it be. i dont need your love also. there is no such thing as love forever. love will fade and it will turn to responsiblility. thats when everything change include love and trust.

its been a lot long since i last sleep over at parents house. love the feeling of no responsibilities. feel so carefree.

if only i can stay here forever.

You never will understand what I want. Even if I tell u u also will forget. 

Everything is always my fault

Whatever I said is always wrong whatever I said is always bring up the past if u didn't even do will I have something to say ? How many hours u need to be outside? Whenever ur fwen ask u out u will go even if u work 7am in the morning but when I ask u to go out wif me n u tell me u work 7am u cannot go out. So who is more important. Even if ask u being daughter for check up oso can say I nid to work when d day before u went out late n wake up late for the appointment so isit my fault ? Ya I'm bringing up the past again. Whatever I say is past cus when u did something did I say a thing but when I do u will say me n when I use u to compare u will always have excuses to say. So I'm always in the wrong.

Say I nvr trust u but wad did u do to let me trust u ? When ever u said tings dat u will do in the end nvr do. So wad got debt ? Can u pay everything 1 short ? Oso nid time to do so so y nid to rush ? Since u have been poor for the past 22years y change nw ? Still say by tis year wan clear everything. Who do u think u r ? U think u earn a lot uh? Knn den throw baby n house chores to me . Every day come bak from work jiu play game/use fone den sleep. Didn't even wan to talk to me or interact wif kids. Ya lo we all are air can't see ma dats y no nid interact.

knn who the fuck you think you are? why do i have to keep listen to you? everything you do is right? things you cant do then don't say. always use words and no action still dare to say me.

knn it's not the first time i asked you to take care baby and what else will you do? most important things are always your sleep, games and most importantly your friends !!! what more will you do? ask you to wash toilet and what you told me " see my mood" . wow then don;t keep tell me when we have our own house and things la hor when you didnt even do your things !!

ask you to take care you don't know she is sick cause you was too tired and slept the whole day while she's having fever !! "i thought she was hot and bring her outside " knn today lagi best you never help her bath !! you didnt bath after you went out and come back home you already will go mad and other is like what? nothing and i know! cause what else will you care?!

went back home cook for you even when im tired and what else you did? just sit inside the room using FB somemore use 2 phone on FB who the heck you trying to contact??!!! its ok la im always nobody to you ma its ok la . its not the first time you said it.

1st time carrying Jamie while she is sleeping. Finally got the chance to do so . although she is a bit heavy but I still can manage to carry her for quite a while.  so happy !! plus we 1 family go out for dinner n walk . love this feeling .

Told me no money yet u keep cab to camp 

When u work did u help to tc or u sleep half way I wake u up to help ? Knn I alr very tired yet u dun Wan help. Got time for u to rest dun Wan rest den when I come Bak I tc n u sleep knn . Play game play game all u noe is game n buy things n wad else do I hav time for my own things ? Wan to play game or watch show oso dun hav time n yet u can still play game  knn

All are just words . Go out less ? Still the same la . You at home like not at home , sleep till you shiok then help . I don't have to rest la ?! Knn . Always sleep so late for fuck ? Ask me to rest then wake me up again . Knn

Lies n more lies? Just continue ba. You think I believe it? Forget it. Nth matters. U like to go out wif gals go ahead. Won't bother me anyway. Let it be.

Jus do wad ever u like la . I won't care anymore 

Told u I'm nt feeling well yet u still Wan to go out . Stop think u r important . No one will care 

Seriously who am I to u ? Jus nothing ba . I'm tired of everything . I'm tired . I don't want to cry to sleep again . I don't want this kind of marriage. I don't want. 

Just do wad ever u like ba. Nothing matters to u anymore. Forget it ba. Nothing will change

It's ok la . I'm jus nobody . U nvr care anymore . I'm jus a free maid . Free sex doll. A person u can lay a finger on . 

Won't tell anyone my things anymore. No one will care . I will jus keep it to myself. Depression ? Soon ba