my sadness

yesterday when i saw him toking to other gal, i felt sour and i'm goin to cry out..
dunnoe y
whenever i saw they toking i'll wanna cry,
before he use the ice cream cone beat me i was so angry, den after he beat me,
i never tok to him.
he dunnoe y.
2day night he 12 finish work,
me and my sis were eating at mac.
den he suddenly came back, he didnt talk to me but he when in and talked to her.
he asked her for umbrella but didnt ask me.
i once told him i hav 1in my bag.
after i reached home i asked him,
he said he treat her as his elder sis.
but still dun feel good.
whenever i think of this i'll cry.
dunnoe y
i really dunnoe y will be like this feeling....
dunnoe he noe or not.
hope he dunnoe ba...
this kind of feeling very sad....
i dun like.
he said when he see me and other guy talking and laughing he'll felt angry .
dunnoe truth or not...
i really dun feel dat he love me.
he alway talk to her not me,
so should i break or?
but we onli stead for 2weeks.
i wanna a longer relationship.