Ytd quarreled wif him. I kept said dun wan to meet him. But still did meet him . When I met him, he was busy talking on d fone n msg-ing . I noe he is busy wif work but I really felt sad. Cs paper was quite easy but I felt dat I got a lot of questions r wrong. Hope I can pass my paper. When movie after dat , watch hang over part 3 quite nice n quite funny. Went to his hse after dat n he made me milo when I said I was hungry. We even make out after dat. Haha. He said after so long cfm got a lot. Haha. In d morning I didn't went out wif him , I stay at his hse while he went to work. I went to open his drawer n I saw I lots of letter from fwens n ex. WT n him even plan to hav a baby tis yr . Am I really I third party? Did I do wrong? His mum oso dun like me. 

BD celebration for cm

Morning didn't go work n stayed hm . Staying hm is boring n I texted him n he said something like serve me right. I didn't reply him his msg n he texted me to ask me out for lunch. After eating he said wan to watch movie but in d end oso nvr watch any movie. Went to his hse n waited for his family members to be home to eat dinner n celebrate his dads bd. after eating lunch at about 4+pm I can't eat any more at d dinner. He told me he is goin for a drink wif his bro n fwens when I said I wanna go n he shouted NO!!! Dun wan me to spoilt ur fun right I noe. Got pretty. Girls at there ma . U can enjoy all u wan !! 

A gift from him. He bought it from Korea. A bottle of perfume n a jar of face mask. 

31/5/13 honors day evg.

getting certificate in evg for d last time . I was so nervous dat my both of my hands r so cold! 1st time it happened to me like tis! 2day he came bak to SG le . Goin out to meet him soon. After 5 days nvr c him alr , ltr I wanna hug him =)

Finally!!

Using FaceTime to chat when he is at Korea. 2days nvr c him n I use tis to c him n hear his voice. =) tis is d only way to c n hear him.

2nd time dinner wif his family.

26 may 2013  went to his hse for dinner before he fly off to Korea. I reach his hse about 6pm . I was scare to meet his family but 2day I dun feel so scare after chatting wif his sis. His sis was a teacher, tuition teacher... We ate steamboat for dinner n after dinner I help to wash up all the things. I didn't cook anything so I have to do something to make myself useful. Haha. Hope they won't like me.... I feel like his mum dun like me , every time we met she won't smile at me..... So scary.  

They went management meeting n after meeting they went into Malaysia for massage n dinner. He sits very near to her. If I nvr c I won't do any thing now saw le ..... Makes me so angry!

Waiting list

1. Last on d list again. U ask me out but ended up u wif them. Next time jus dun ask me any things dats u can't cfm. Really hate d feeling

Upset over u

Jus wan to meet u oso so difficult. Whr got fair if only when u free den find me? When I nid u , whr r u? Really feel tired of it le. Feel like I'm a part time girl friend to u like I'm worthless. Feel so upset. Been crying for 2days le..... U said wan to meet up for a movie ite u wif them until very late. Wan go ur hse to acc u oso hard. I really dunno how le.

Panda

U place my gift n her gift tgt? Meaning we both r important to u? Or u jus dunno whr to put n any how put wif hers? Shouldn't hav gav it to u to make myself upset. No point......

Complaining

We nvr talk much 2day as he work until 11plus den we went out to eat wif Kel,jas n CW at Yishun. Our only private time was on d cab when there are no others was ard. I rest on his shoulder but I nvr share wif him my things. Wish to spend more time that but he is very busy . D more time I spend wif him he will feel more tired as he had worked for so many hours n still mid to entertain me n get lesser of rest too. I really dunno how or wad to do. I jus wanna spend more time tgt. D only time we can spend time tgt is to go to his hse but sometimes we dun even got time to chat n u hav alr alseep. I run like d way u looked at her. It's different when u look at me. I dun like dat. U even nearly forgotten about me n I was like siting there wait n wait n wait. They went in to look for u n nvr inform me dat u all had ended d meeting . I was like a dumb dumb jus to wait for u to end n go hm tgt . Making me cry when I think of tis. Am I doin d right thing??  I really dunno.

mistake

ytd i was doin expeditor, lp was doin line2 alone. i  a few orders from line 2 and i was calling for product from her line. i dunno if she can hear me or nt, waited for 400s my product mc dbl still nt out yet n d customer was like waiting for nth. there are 2 persons at line 1 n no one help her to do her products . all her products are all jammed ! after shouted for d 2nd time i lost all my patience n i shouted really loud in d counter area . i called line 1 to help her to do her products as i nid the products. i noe my tone was harsh cus all my orders are all red n everyone was waiting for me to give them product to settle d orders. nxt time i hav to be more patience n i hav to communicate more instead of shouting for it. i had learnt my mistake from this event.

30/12/12

went to sakae for dinner 

Went arcade after having dinner 

lunch dat he cook =) 

really like it =)

setting up for the table that he bought ytd @ IKEA

when its done =) 

he done it all by himself 

after so long finally got a pic tgt !! 

After reached hm =)

morning actually wanted to go his hse but i woke up late n went to his hse late. after buying the ingredients i went to his hse straight . after reaching his hse, he was busy doin his paper work n listening to radio . i was there to accompany him n had lunch wif him . he cooked dishes , i like d pork wif toufu very nice ! taste like my grandma's cooking =) after so long still can find someone who cooked like her =)

i stayed at his hse until 6pm den i went home . after went home i cook noodles . after eating i went to sleep . after wake up den we went for a movie . the name of the movie is "Jack Reacher" nice show . haha. 

before watching d movie we went to coffee bean to hav a drink . we bought the drink into d theatre . he place it inside his bag . he bought d ticket for couple seat n beside us was 2 guy n when they walked in we were like tis is couple seat r u 2 couples? haha 

after d movie den he send me home n he went running near my hse 1 round den run home . cool dat he can run for 35mins ! jus finished reading some of his blog but nt all can be view , not sure y...

Goin to bed nw . Good nite =)

walao eh ! there is a cat outside hse aiming to eat my hamster ! hope later my dad will make it go away ! if not my hamster will be gone again ! =(

jus finished wrk . jus nw was very busy working cus managers from our store are going for a store meeting. so d crew leaders have to help the attachment managers to look after the crews . It wasn't that easy to handle the job that has been pass to you and still have to look after other people while doing your own things . When i was doing fries, i still can see what are the counter crews are doing but when i was doing expeditor i cant really do much as i was too busy . Some more when the peak hours are over , the counters crews were going home or they went to break. Some more they had lesser and lesser people in the counter area. When customers in , manager ask a runner to open a counter and i was the only runner to run 3 counters . The managers only help for a while and walk away to help kitchen while counter was jam . After serving all the customers i was too tired and it was about time to go home . When it was my time to go home , customers in again so i have to help them to clear the customers . After finished serving the people , it was my turn to go home. After i punch out , i went to break with ong , we had a little talk . She said that i am good at controlling my temper , cus when managers didn't help i was very angry. Ong is a nice person . She praised me for the second time ! =) After a long day , that was the most happy thing i felt . Hope to hear more of those things .

jus finished watching 'The other truth' (真相).
nice show . its about laws n somethings about black .
I like this show . like all the actors n actress too !
quite funny n fun but interesting . =)
i scare that i will forget shows that i watch so i write down about it .

feeling so bored . nothing to do . after watching so much show oso feel so bored. i wanna go out n play but no money to go . y ?
i dun wan to wrk
i wan play
y i dun hav d responsibility to wrk?
i oso dun noe y i cant focus ?
argh!!

got promoted to CL on 16/8/2011. but lp get promoted too. y i hav to wait for 3months n u dun nid to wait? when did u went for the test? nvm , i wont lose to u . i will win u by exams , when i finished schooling i will win u on d salary! cus u nvr finish ur study n somemore wanna act in front of so many ppl! . no shame sia u . i dun mind u said i hav less money den u do , but i will earn more nxt time when i finish my schooling! ya , u may noe alot of things den i do but nt really all ppl will like ur attitude! only noe how to call ppl do dis do dat , shout at ppl , do u think ppl will like it? somemore hit ppl ! ..... i will beat u on finishing my CLDP 1st den u ! i will ask more managers den u do ! i will be having a lot of manager fwens soon ! kavi will help me too ! =)

wow , jus finished watched The Rippling Blossom (鱼跃在花见)。 very nice show ! i love it , some more it make me cry , make me angry too ! i like show are like dat . make me love to show some more of the show ! Happy Birthday Singapore ! =)

ytd got a mad woman scold me ! said i go out wif her daughter den she became bad . lol she is already very bad , somemore she is the 1 who teaches me n my sis all the bad words ! somemore ur daughter called me n my sis to ton wif u after work , somemore said i told her nt to go sch . did i said dat? i did asked u ur mum allow u to ton , u said she said can , i ask u go sch , u said nvm de , would get scold de . somemore still keep telling ppl dat u went to ite simei take wad course ! lol , all crap !!! like wad only , still ask ppl for money! too angry to say liao arh ! .............

not feeling well still nid get scolding from others ! what the hell ! ! in the morning i did call n said i cant work , but u say can so i said can , but after awhile i call say got exam cant go den u said okie , u like dat to me , nvm u dun come work. no other choice . how long u didnt go sch liao? it's diff from the time when u all are in sch ! i hate to work ! !!!!!!! Some more 2moro still got exam , nw nt in the mood to study , prepare to fail ba !!!!

jus now went to 768 wif Joanne n YiTing . after they went to eat n buy bubble tea . Joanne when to find his god bro . YiTing follow me to meet liyana . After awhile YiTing when bak . Liyana n i went to woodlands centre to buy high heel , but cant find the one she wants . But she did bought something else . she bought a skirt and a shirt. long time nvr hang out wif them ! wish we will be like last time , but the time wont stop n wait for u ! when we hang out , we will be toking the different things ! no more fun like last time . if that time i was not dat stupid dun go sch , i will be in the same class n toking the same topic liao ! but nxt time we will hav the same thing to say liao . pls wait for me , im behind u all ! pls wait ....

jus remember dat ytd when i went to the toilet , a guy in the lady's toilet ! when he came in he opened the door and bang the door against the door , when i looked at him he keep on looking at me . after i looked away , he walked behind me and said girl ... ugly . i didnt really listen to wad he had said , and i faster wash my hands and faster walk out of the toilet ! very scary sia ! he is tall and scary !

very full ! jus finished eating mcd ! stomach goin to burst ! but long time nvr eat until so full liao ! somemore everytime i pay! nxt time u pay ! =)

jus watched finished pu song ling （蒲松岭）nice show !
now just starting to watch (Into Thin Air ) , nice show .
its about ppl keep on missing and about the world end . (ep1)

nw im watching a show call pu song ling (蒲松龄) nice show , last time haven watch finish n i watch other show , now free watch back the show . Going to watch finish ! =)

jus watch finish Show Me The Happy (依家有喜) .
it's a lovely show . i love it , but it had finished , time fly . 80 episodes . wish there are more happy , funny and love story ! i love love story ! =)

2day nvr go sch, stayed at home to play computer until very late!
2moro still nid to go bak sch . hais .
still nid to go work.
wish everything will be fine . =)

it's been a long time nvr see bernice liu show , she is very pretty ! really long time ! haha , she is sooo slim!! if i can be so slim i will be happy !!!

just came back from work . Tell you something very funny de!!
Just now during Value Lunch i was doing runner , a lady beside my counter digging her nose !!!
when i was looking , she still dig then i told my cashier to see , my cashier said eee. haha ! Dam Funny !!

china anuty and singapore aunty quarelling

Today i went to work as per normal . Always do counter or runner , boring of it !!!
i had a early break cus Raymond ask me to go as there are not many customers and there were alots of crews.
When it came to Value Lunch , a Singapore aunty n a China aunty doing fries together . But the China aunty don't like to being ordered to do things other than manger order.
I heard a crew said the China aunty keep asking the Singapore aunty whether need to drop fries or not , then the Singapore aunty said whenever i ask u to drop the fries u drop and dont keep asking me as im so busy packing fries. Then i dunnoe wad really happen, but after a few moment they started to shout at each other , i was doing cashier in counter 14 so i really cant hear wad they are saying. After they start to quarrel more louder , one of the manager ask the China aunty to go inside the crew room to cool down, but after a while the China aunty came out and shout at Singapore aunty said : " Dont u think u can bully me ! " Singapore aunty replied: " u are a grown up , how can i bully u ?"
That was when im taking fries. They were very fierce. No one wants to give in . After manager talked to them , they did cool down, the China aunty went for her break (im nt sure but she really was eating when i saw her) but when i was about to go home i saw the China aunty walking inside the kitchen , taking her belonging, dont know where she wanna go .

i really hate it when ppl can act so good in front of u but when u walk away or dun care liao den will say bad things about u ! !!!! MAKE ME SOOOOO ANGRY TO LOOK AT IT!!!!!

1mth holiday

1mth hoilday is going to end in a week time. Hope to have a longer holiday. Homework is all im doing now, hope to finish everything by today. Wish me luck .

i really dunno y u become like dat?
y a little bit of things u will take it to heart??
y cant u jus dun care so much??
do u noe u make me very hate u??

not sure what to do , keep having headache and feeling sleepy everytime.

2day we perform guitar again ! But 2day is perform for lower sec .
FUN ! if next time got chance i want to go ! =)

2day in school was okie, nt too bored n we , the whole class, sang a happy birthday song to miss han and she was very happy ! But she said her birthday was over , and thanks you .
After school when i going to cross the road , a sec 1/2 boys were playing with a basketball near the road n when i going to cross toward the central side , the ball roll on the road n i help them to take after that he said thanks to me . im so happy !
2DAY IS A HAPPY DAY ! =D

i got 1st in maths , at first very happy . after a while, i think this isn't a happy thing to say .
NT is easy , but i got 1st my mum nvr say anything but onli money , keep saying can get top 10% den got money , hais . nt happy!!!

2day just had a science test , don't know whether i will pass or fail.
I'm scare, 1st common test after i went back to school .
Hope i would fail until so terrible . =)

sien P nt in the sch!
still nid to wait for him to come bak from holiday.
dunnoe can go bak sch to study or not!
headache!!!

after so long nvr wake up early .
not as sleepy as i thought .
on monday , my sis n i nid to go sch mit P.
dunnoe can study in that sch or nt, very anxious.
later work overnite, dunnoe will be fun or not, hope it will .

y every time i watch love shows , i will cry like hell!?
i really dun understand!!

ytd karen , liping sangeetha , aitze and me when to lantern festival celebration .
when we reached there , there were quite alot people .
the time we reached there was 6pm plus but the event start at 7pm.
after we set up all those things, then we start to sever them the orange juice .
aitze said i have to help her hiring people.
so after serving some time , liping and me when to ask people .
but liping had asked alot of people but i only manage to get one to work .
hope dat person can work, den i will can get $10 from aitze .
ytd the PM , Mr Lee Hsien Loong, did came down .
first time see him so near.
n aitze saw a handsome guy, he is PM 's body guard .

2day im in the happy mood!!
when i 1st start work , i'm doing l1 .
after half an hour i went out to do counter.
when i started to smile at people, they smile back to me .
It makes me more happy when i smile =)
now i have more chance to work in the kitchen!
i like to work in the kitchen , more fun in there =)
now i also have to work almost 8hrs everyday .
tired but i think will have more money.
spencer 2day also told me to learn more station knowledge , i think i maybe can become a CL .
hope to have that day to come true ! =)

y do other can share their hearts so easily??
y cant i ?
y every time i wanted to share , no one i can find?

feel like crying now. but i dont know why???
feeling sad =(

2day at mac very busy !
but fun.
on 21 july i will attach to AMKP , dunnoe other store will go there or their store de ppl there.
hope to make new fwens there.
LP said she attach there b4 ,
quite fun she said.
hope i oso can hav fun.
LP n SY oso will attach there on mon n tue.
if we can go there tgt more good lor.
but hav to see aitze let or nt .
ytd i do filtering alone sia, but at least i nvr do wrong.
hope to get next chance!

ytd i pack coke glass in ahu room , den he came in to the ahu room .
when he came in my heart is racing!
haha , dunnoe y?

so long nvr write blog le!!
2day i felt happy cus can off le!
2day i oso go cut hair le.
after i cut my hair , me n my sis went to watch movie.
we watched predators .
the show was very nice !
i like the show very much!
2day is a very hot day !
i keep sweating! i hate it!
after watched movie, we went home .
she reached home den she went to sleep .
as for me i reached home ,
i on com n i started to play computer.
i love to use com to watch show!
i can find most of some nice.
i will forget him !!!!
i hav to start a new!

long long time since you hugged me,
now you don't ,
feeling sad ,
dont know whether you still love me or not.
feeling sad .
that's all i can say.
really wish that we can be like last time.......
we can go out til very late ,
go on date,
go out like a gang.
now we only see each other when working other then that ?
cant we be like last time?
long time never watch movie together.
long time never hold hands.
long time never hang out le.
long time never lay on your shoulder ,
long time never eat together,
long time never go shopping together .....
very long time le......
but i dont think u notice it.
im really sad.
i can tell no one ,
everytimes i want to tell someone ,
i cant find one to listen to me.
u cant see me cry.
i think you dont love me anymore.
isit i do anything wrong?
if you dont,
please tell me,
dont let me stay in this situation anymore.
i cant take it anymore.
i felt more lonely den before...

long time nvr write blog le.....
wish i oso can go back school,
but i dont wish to go back to the school i use to go,
wish to go to a new school to study,
i really wish to do that,
when i see them going to school and have alots of friends to hang around, study together,
i also really want to do those again!!!
i wish to start a new.

1st time can do mac cafe sia
boring but fun .
wish i can do there again!!
the new manager LG so funny,
2day den i noe his name liu gui
those china girls said the name like 'gong gong' name
so funny!!!
but he like nt angry leh
haha
fun working wif him, i oso can choose station,
wish nt to work morning
very tired .
goin sleep le nite nite.

2day very tired but still went to work....
alvi said is rite when working wont feel tired de,
haha
2things happened scary de
1st , at mac on the way to toilet i saw 1 person faint n a doc was beside her.
dunnoe wad happened ,
got 1 aunty said she goin to die cus her eyes turned white n face was pale.
very scary!
after i went to the toilet ,
i came out n saw the doc put her on the floor,
n den i dunnoe le but after awhile the ambulance came.
hope she is fine=)
2nd, n the way home i saw 1 car n motobic accident the bic was crash n the car's front glass was broken very scary!!!
dunnoe anyone was hurt?
hope no 1 hurt or anything......

2day me, my mother n my 2 sisters went to causeway point to do something ,
after we did all the things ,
n i saw KFC is hiring ppl so i went in n ask
the manager said still hiring ,
so she gave me the form to full.....
when i finished the form n gave back the manager said wait for the call....
dunnoe will call or nt
hope can get the job

the day b4 ytd my house had installed wireless modem .....
now i can use my laptop anywhere haha .....
happy sia,
but 2day the mio tv cant see nid to wait for the tech-man to come n fix ......
but wireless modem sometime very laq sia ,
hais but nvm at least i can use it in my room nw ,
haha,

2day i jus bought a new ear pierce ,
black de , haha!!
at work very happy ,
but reached home le den nt very happy le,
cus when i said i was very hungry he said he'll buy food for me but when i said no nid
den he go home le!!!
very angry!!!
den he reached home n i said again i'm very hungry den he said call his fwen to buy for me!!!
very angry .
i wan to see him dats y call him to buy de ma,
but he called his fwen to buy....
sad dat he dun understand me

i hate ppl who lie !!!!
lp said wan to watch movie ,
den we waited for nh to come,
den we waited for about 1hr they oso dun wan to go buy ticket !!!!
den i ask again den she said she got no money to buy the ticket!!!!!
if she dun hav money den wad for call ppl out n see movie !!
in the end see wad?
see air onli!!!
it make me so angry !!!!!!!!
zx oso at there all dun wan to watch den still dun wan to say ......
all keep quiet waste my time there onli!!!!!
LOL WAD IS THIS!!!!
she steal my bf away from me n still can say nvr!!!
den y he keep help her?
keep listen to wad she say?
isit because she prettier den me?
den y he do this to me?
i really hate them !!!!
always let me cry!!!!

2day is the 1st time i work overnite ,
do until 1.30am den i reached home @ 3.10am.
i ate le den come back
jason treat de.
but work overnite very boring ,
but need to do alot of things,
like wash, stock up but kitchen need to prepare morning de things,
but quite fun ,
can do things slowly,
no ppl will rush de,
haha
wish to hav somemore times like dat,
but i really wan to learn more things lor,
like dat i can learn more things n i can work more ,
haha ,
i take cab wif Johnny ,
he stay at ave4,
quite far from mac de....
reached home $16.20 .....
expensive leh.....

y she keep steal things from me??
last time is my fwens n nw even my both bf oso wan to steal!!!
who she think she is??
hate her !!!
everytime come my place!!!

this is all i hav take when we went for the outting!!
some pic of my bf =)
cute haha

2day is my bd,
no 1 help me celebrate .
but zx bring me out n watch movie n eat mac,
haha long time nvr like dat le,
felt happy oso.
uncle sulaimi said can come out but in the end cant come out.
2times le.
if the 1st time can forgiv but ,
hais....
dunnoe he really wan to stead wif me or nt ,
i think he like play play onli.....

on 18march me n sulaimi hav the 1st date.
but the feeling very weird lor.
after go outing i get sun burn sia very pain.....
few more days to my bd ,
no ppl remember sia,
very sad.

2day is the 1st date wif sulaimi,
we mit at woodlands,
when he reached nh n me was eating mac,
but he said he's nt hungry so he didnt eat,
but sy she did buy something to eat,
when she goin to sit down her milo drop on the floor.
her onli kanna her legs my sis oso ,
so they went to the toilet tgt.
after they were back ive finished my things,
after we all ate finish all the things,
we went to causeway point to shop,
den sulaimi said he wan to watch movie ,
so we went to the ticketing,
he bought us 3tickets ,
sulaimi, nh n me go watch onli sy nvr cus she goin to do something else.
b4 the show start ,
we went to buy things,
ive bought comics,
others i dunnoe,
after dat goin to reach the time ,
den we went up n we went to the toilet 1st,
after dat den we go buy popcorn .
we watched 'how to train a dragon'
the show is very nice,
some of the parts are very touching.
after the show we 3 went to AMK ,
we reached there we go MAC again!!
but onli sulaimi eat cus he's hungry.
after he eat den i sleep over there .
after i wake up den i walked around den i go buy dbl chcolate ,
after buyin den sulaimi hav to go home ,
if nt his mum will chase him wif knife ,
haha
den lp said wan to ton ,
so we wait for her to finish work,
after she finish work we go ask him wan to ton wif us ,
lp said he wan to ton ,
but den he nvr turn up.
hais.
so i reach home i played com den sleep.
lp sleep b4 me.

2day went to east coast park for BBQ!!
we hav to report at mac at 9.30am ,
but me, lp n sulaimi reached there about 8.48am.
den we went to eat the $2.50 breakfast meal.
when it's about 9.30am, they all brin out those things,
ling chin n wan yee brin out from the store but dunnoe take from where haha...
got 1 older auntie n uncle goin wif us oso,
when we goin to go there, wan yee start to call for the name.
still got some haven come , so we waited for 1hrs den can go ,
the manager goin wif us are ling chin n emma.
but emma didnt go wif us 1st ,
cus she was bringing alots of food so ling chin said after all of the crews reach den fetch emma.
when we reached there,
it was 11.45am,
when we set things up n we had a mac meeting,
it's about the new promotion,
after the meeting,
we can eat emma's cook food.
she cook de food very nice n delicious oso.
after we ate the food ,
alot of them go toilet n change into some simple clothing.
after we had played all the games,
we can eat n play for 2hrs ,
we sulaimi , shwee yoon , me go to the sea tgt,
jus go into the water,
the water was very cold.
n some of them was thrown into the water ,
dat was the fun part,
haha
2day was very fun .
after playing wif the water ,
sulaimi n lp went to rent bike,
when i noe they went to rent den i oso folo them to the place where can rent bikes n roller skate.
after we played all dat den we hav to be back there at 4.30pm for the lucky draw,
but alot of them bath very slow,
so we ended up very late den go back ,
alot of them still hav to work,
when they go back they were scolded by aitze,
when we goin back,
i slept on the bus,
after all the fun we had alot of them were very tired le,
but still hav to go back to work,
i felt pity for them ,
go outing still hav to work,
hais...
after we all packed our things den we went back to store,
after we all get out of the bus some go work den d others go home or go out.
as for me i went out wif shwee yoon, sulaimi, vincent , yi zhou go to lan for a short play after dat we went back to mac,
we went back there to eat,
haha work mac eat mac ,
after sulaimi eat finish his mum was there to pick him up.
so i continue to eat wif shwee yoon,
den after awhile my sis called me n ask me whr am i ,
i said i;m still at mac,
den she said she wan to come so i waited for her to come,
when she reached her lips were diff le,
cus she go pirece 2 hole on it.
when she come we go eat mac again,
after dat we called small lp to come out but she keep said wait ,
den we cant wait her le so we wait for lp cus she work til 11pm so we can wait ,
but she didnt say dat she work til 11.30 if nt we wont wait de,

2day i go work he didnt talk to me,
finish work i waited for him,
i asked him y lie to me ,
den he didnt say anything,
but after i asked alot of question ,
den he said we be fwen n walked away.
dam angry .
when i reached home i sms him to call me,
den after 1hr den he call ,
so is dat mean he wan to stead back?

2day i got 1 very angry thing to say .
when i'm wrk-ing lp asked me wan to ton ,
den i said okie ask him to go oso .
after i asked him,
he said okie ,
den when we waited for him to finish work,
he suddenly said his uncle passed away n hav to go somewhere cant go wif urs.
den he went off.
when lp sms him ask whr him ,
he said he's at home change le den go out,
den i sms ask after dat can come?
he said cannot cus nid to stay there to do something,
when i ask wad thing?
he dun hav family?
he insisted dat he hav to stay there,
den at 12.22am me n lp wan to take MRT home le,
den i called him asked whr him ,
he said he still at there doin things,
i ask him wad thing,
he cant say a thing out wor,
u say u will be angry or nt,
den he said he stay there arrange table n chairs,
onli these thing he cant say any other le ,
with in 1hr he can do all these things,
n back home ,
at 12.50am, ,
when i called his hse his mother said he was goin to sleep,
den i was very angry i hang up d fone.
den i think again n called again,
den u noe wad his mum said?
she said he jus come back goin to bath,
so u think is he lying?
den after dat i wait for his call but he nvr call back,
den i call him , he nvr picked up
n he bath onli for 5mins ,
n all the nite nvr call me or sms me ,
he's guilty of wad he has done.
when i call his hse he call his dad to ans the fone n scold me,
2moro when he go wrk den he'll noe wad's goin to happen to him,
wait n see wad will happen......

2day i went back to wrk,
2things were change sia,
like the scoop ice de,
the ice-cream machine.
i wan to say about the ice-cream machine is very low,
very hard to draw ice-cream,
n the ice-cream machine is mixed wif the shake machine.
its fun in working mac,
alot of thing is fun too
haha like fwens haha.
when i 1st punched in i do batch cook,
when i do batch cook ,
there were some men doin something,
cus the (*long gao) over flow,
den very smelly lor,
they got 1 machine to do all the job,
after they do finished,
one of the man pour some water in the *(long gao)
if no water out means its fix.
after all dat den i continue doin my job,
den the spicy suddenly finished sia,
den i hav to cook alot .
den there got some free time,
i went to drink some water while i was taking the water from counter ,
i saw the counter's KVS there got say 8mac chicken 2 dbl cheese,
but they nvr call for the product lor,
darn angry sia.
after all dat around 5plus i went for break.
during my break ,
i've ate fish meal,
normal size,wif reg sprite ,
nw i start to like to eat fish meal le,
haha.
after break,
i do back sink ,
cuz there was alot of trays .
after swiping some tray,
lao da called me to take 2 packets of cheese,
after taking i continued swiping trays,
after dat,
there's alot of customers den all the patttys down,
den i hav to help take this take dat,
when ling chin came in n said y all the products down??
n den scolded jason for nt helping.
haha
very funny cuz they were playing,
den after they played,
den ling chin said y the floor so dirty,
den jason said "Joan, see lar u nvr help me , nw im the 1 who get scolding"
haha so funny ,
n u noe wad jason was wearing?
he wear manager 's shirt den wear apron very funny sia,
haha.
during i was sweeping the floor ling chin said after i finished my thing i hav to stock up shake n mix for the DK.
but when i goin to finish my things ,
other ppl called me to help take something,
so i helped ,
but i didnt hear someone call me to take curry sauce,
den she keep saying although i overheard some she said ,
so when she say abit louder den ling chin said is it u wan my back sink to do all those thing?
cant 1 of the counter or runner go take?
haha 1st time she helped me to say something.
very touching sia.
after back sink,
i do runner for awhile den i take over dieny(counter1),
she go break,
manager said onli for 30mins, but after she came back she open counter 4......
so i severed until nt alot customers ,
den i said i got nothing to do can i go take curry sauce ,
den she said "no nid u jus bring those things out later will hav someone to stock up de,
i nid u to do runner," haha
so i brought out curry sauce, chilly sauce n mayo .
after dat dieny take back her counter den i was her runner again.
haha
she do counter very good sia,
den got 1 customer very wad sia,
she think wad she is ,
wan to buy cheese burger n said dun wan cheese,
den dieny said or u can take hamburger ,
den the customer gets angry ,
den she called manager to handle,
but den ling chin oso get scold by her,
den in the end she still wan the cheese burger,
but she say wan to get the burger 1st den pay for the burger.
when i turned away,
she went to take some napkin ,
ling chin was jus looking at her,
n she scolded back again,
she is a **(siao za bo)
after all these things
i punched out at 11.08pm,
den i was very hungry den lp oso went to buy something to eat so we shared,
after eating ,
i go home ,
when i reached home i sms lp n him .

he did call , =)
but when i asked him y nvr sms me or call me,
u noe wad he said?
he said he 4got to do!!!
den when i asked him about lp he can say all the things dat she do
so is dat mean dat he is more attract to her?
is dat mean dat when i said something he can 4got easily?
if is she say he will remember???
its very angry n sad for me to noe all dat....
i really hate him!!!!!

2day when i waked up he sms me but when he goin wrk he nvr tell me ,
last time he'll tell me de.
im sad.
n he said when he go brk will sms or call me but he nvr,
dunnoe later at 3 ,
will he call.....
still waiting,
or maybe lp's there when he's having brk
so he nvr call or sms me ,
waiting for the call or sms ......
hope he will

2day when i waked up he sms me but when he goin wrk he nvr tell me ,
last time he'll tell me de.
im sad.
n he said when he go brk will sms or call me but he nvr,
dunnoe later at 3 ,
will he call.....
still waiting,
or maybe lp's there when he's having brk
so he nvr call or sms me ,
waiting for the call or sms ......

ytd nite lpx2 , zx n me went to ton.
we were at the carpark near mac,
we played uno, poker , eat n sleep oso.
its fun ,
but in the morning like 5am ,
he called me to go home.
in the early morning where got bus or MRT to go home.
den i said wait til 530 den wake me up again,
den i slept till 6+ den he nvr tell me n he left me there alone...
when i wake up i was really very angry,
nvr call me up n still left me alone!!!
den i called him asked whr him,
he said he goin to reach home,
at that time i was very angry.
this is the 1st time he make me soooooo soooooo sooooooooo angry.......
but den i called him to come back,
so he come back n bring me home ,
haha......
hais sien lar dis week oso work 2days onli ,
so less money le.
hais....

ytd nite cant sleep sia,
i slept for 2 hrs onli,
den go work very sleepy .
den juliana do cashier i do her runner for breakfast,
she dunnoe how to do lor.
everytime key burger onli nt meal....
everytime i get scolded by the customer ........
after service breakfast,
she serve lunch oso,
im still her runner.
very hard to do her runner.
keep get scolding.
den all the manager oso very tired of refunding.
after my wofk i when home straight,
cuz very tired le,
and 2day i got a very sad new,
shwee yoon's father had passed away,
felt sad for her,
wish she'll get to it soon.

when i reached home i lay on bed,
i slept very fast .
jus wake up nt very long,
later goin out to eat mac wif zx and mine sis.
later come back den say...
back from mac,
haha
we all ate alot sia,
but when we finished all the food,
we all wanted to sleep,
haha
like pig rite=)
after dat we all go shop & save the shop is 24hrs de,
so we go in and shop.
he bought us sweets ,
after dat we went go carpark to rest den at 4am den come back,
he sent us home 1st by cab,
i gav him $5 for the cab fare.
so nw at home play maple,
maybe goin to sleep soon.......

ytd he said he got things to say but in the end he nvr said .
2day call him out oso dun wan .
dunnoe wad he wan .
ytd we ton at carpark .
dats fun sia.
we lying on the floor n see the sky.
very relax sia.
i like the feeling.
if got time i'll go there again .
it's really nice.

2day i had sms him, i said call me.
den he call me n i asked him to come woodlands but he said dun wan so nvm lor.
but den lp call me to go cwp but i nvr go in the end she came to my blk to find me.
den she said 2moro dun wan go sch ,
but dunnoe she will go or nt she oway lie me about this .
den jus nw she scare her mum n she wan me n my sis go AMK to ton .
she think wad!!!!!
oways wan us to ton there y cannot ton in woodlands leh?
y everytime must go there?
TMD!!!!
WHO SHE THINK SHE IS!!!!!
say sister wad sister are U!!!

2day i went out after sch,
i went to yishun to pick sulaimi up,
den we go buy drink den rabi's mum called den we faster take cab back to woodlands wasted my $7.90 sia,
cus her mum oso wanted to go the too,
lame rite,
waste time n money !!!!!
i hate it sia ,
after we reached yishun again,
we went to library but sulaimi hav to go home,
so he went off.
when we reached library,
he called back n said his mum dun let him in the hse,
his mum called him to pass him the sim card,
den call him to go out,
so he went back to find us.
so after we met ,
den we when to eat at long john siver.
my fav , haha
after eating den rabi hav to go home so me n sulaimi went to AMK mac,
so we take MRT to AMK .
when we reached there lp fwen called me said she was at the mac call us to go over ,
so we hav company too.
haha
when we reached there lp have to work,
so we went out wif another fwen oso called liping,
we go walk walk den got some guy wan to jio her sia,
after all that walk we went to mac n hav our dinner,
but i pay the most cus they hav no money to pay .
we ate student meal fish meal upsized.
after we eat den we go home
haha

2day he didnt wake me up in the morning,
nvr sms or call me ,
until 9pm plus he sms me said he went to break ask me wad am i doin ,
nothing else!!!!
when i said wan to break up n he said okie,
still can be fwen but i dun wan to hear him say this word.
it make me very sad when i saw those words.
very heartache ..........
maybe he dun like me anymore,
or he has a new gf?
really cant think le,
very sad
felt tried oso,
2day nvr go sch ,
nt feeling well again,
keep feel like wan to vomit, giddy, stomach pain,
haha
dunnoe when will get well,
wish to get well soon.

2day nvr go sch i got MC,
i got know fwens from other games
got 1 guy very good to me,
but quite funny guy hahas

ytd i went to his hse to stay over,
his mum is like dun like me anymore,
dunnoe y.....
ytd is oso lp's bd ,
we went to buy cakes for her,
he bought 2cakes,
1 for eat, the other for play,
but we didnt play ,
cus got big boss there....
cant put the cake there oso...
one of the cake is mango de
the other is normal cake,
when its my time to brk,
he call me to go get the cake,
but then i said when i finish my work den i go take but he when to take when its brk time....
dun like him dun wan to listen to me...
hate him....
feeling tired nw very tired....

2day i watched underworld on pipi live
there's alot of shows there
some show dat i wanted to see but nvr go watch...
2day nvr go sch again....
they wan me to see karen tan on monday .
nw i dun feel like goin sch le
keep on got (ya li)
dun feel like goin le lar.
dis few days keep feeling nt very well.
feel very tired oso...
headache ......

yesterday nite i didnt sleep so early.
so i watched '17 again'
it's a nice show i like dat show.
he stayed overnite too,
haha
yesterday i called him to go out buy things for me to eat,
he went to the wrong place.
i called him to buy mac in the end he bought me KFC
haha
but nvm at least he bought things back.....
still feeling nt well...

2day went to sch,
in the morning very tried but after awhile nt tried le
haha
i like i will go sch everyday if nt they will scold me again.
lp oso got go sch so i cant stay at home do nth!!!!
i think i will hav 2study more to improve all my subject,
if nt will fail all my subject!!!!
later nid to go DC so sian!!!
if never go 2moro will call again .
hais .
boring lar stay there for 2hrs do nth.
hais .
nvr go DC
i think on monday den go ba.....

went sch in the morning but afternoon didnt go DC.
cus giddy ,
hais

2day went back 2sch ,
2moro goin to sch again.
fun in sch,
teachers dun care le , haha
wish to hav more pocket money.

2day he bought me laptop...
i buy my hp(LG cookies)
but the laptop can use internet,
last time we sign up for the internet,
so nw cant sign up .
nw hav to wait until may den can use wire-less de....
at night he bought me mac oso hahas

2day i never go sch,
i stayed at home sleeping hahaha.
i slept til 4plus den wake up ....
1st time sleep so long.
lucky 2day no nid go work haha....

2day i went back to sch le,
quite fun in sch actually....
at least no one scolded me (hahas )
no homework oso...
2day enrichment class we onli video-ing .
didnt do other things
very fun in that lesson .
actually i have to go dc 2day,
but i had stomach pain so i tell the teacher- in - charge ,
den i hav to serve it on mon...
very late den reach home lor....
3.15pm den finish sch ,
still hav to stay back for the dc till 5.15pm den can go home....
hais .

2day go work i felt very tried and my stomach is so pain...
feel like goin to vomit but never,i felt giddy oso.
2day is the 1st time i hav my break so late,
at 9pm plus,
at about 10.30 i said im very tired le so i ask ai tze can i go back early,
she look at the timing of the day den said okie (hehe)
so i can get home early

he said he'll buy laptop for me but he never buy.....
2day lp, zx and me go out.
when i said y he wear mac's shirt,
then he said he'll go buy 1.
but when we go 'This Fashion' he buy the shirt she called him to buy never ask me he also never see wad i wan him to buy......
and they have a lots of things to say,
but when we out together ,
we never had talk so much,
but they can chat non-stop........
when i said i wan a laptop he said he'll buy but still don't want to buy...
he keep making me angry.....
but he don't know he's making me angry

everytime, when i was alone i will cry,
don't know why......

i break up wif him le, =)
when i said i wan to break up he didnt do anything.
act as normal,
somemore ask me y.
he should noe the problem he has....
i think he'll be relaxing at home,
no ppl will spent his money le(happy)
i think he oso dunnoe wad problem he has.
his problem are:
1.keep forgetting wad i jus said,
2.tell fwens about his past but nt me,
3.when goin out in a group he keep put me aside,
4.when we 2go out tgt we nvr talk unless got things happened,
5.keep calling me to do i dunnoe like to do de things.=(
6.dun care about me (onli sometimes)
i really dunnoe wad he is thinking.....
is all the guy like dat, when they hav gf?
will they treat them like me?
until nw he oso nvr call me ......

2day go sch, i go there for nt more den 1hr den cum back home le.
cus im nt feeling well.
my stomach was very pain.....
i called my mother to brin me home but she dun wan,
but dunnoe y she cum...
after dat when my mother came,
ms tan was there.
wan to talk to her about y i so many days nvr go sch,
but i was in such a pain i said can u faster?
den she said faster brin her to the doc.
when i reach poly clinic there was alot of ppl.
we waited a long time,
almost 2hrs.
when its my turn,
the doc ask me y i got so many days MC den i said cus im sick.
den the doc check wad happened,
den he said i was food poison.
dats y i got stomach pain.....

2day he came my house,
he brought me chicken chop for my lunch,
he called KFC for my dinner.
hahas 2day eat very full.
he treat me very well :)
but dunnoe y everytime i see him i got the anger.
every time scold him or hit him .......
he oso keep quiet...... =(

sch starts le,
1st week of sch i hav 2days nvr go sch le.
2day oso nvr go.
ms tan keep say me sia i hate her.....she very wad sia
2moro dunnoe wan to go sch or nt leh.
HAIS....

2day's the 1st day of 2010.
goin to start school le.
3more days.
when school start i think i will be very tired de.
study and work ....

2010

2010 le!!!
happy new year to all ppl,
its a new year again.
goin to start school agaian.
dunnoe which teacher will be my form teacher.
dunnoe will hav any change in school.
i still haven get my books.
this year sec3 again,
wich i can dun be sec3 next year!!!!
dunnoe i can pass or not.
rabi they all gone to sec4 le.
hais...
y i so stupid nvr go school!!!!
so long nvr study le dunnoe can go in or not.
have 6days MC staying at home very boring.
nothing to do.
still got headache n giddy....

long time never write blog le.
going to start school.
i still haven't get my books, uniform for school,
don't know the 1st day of school will be how?
i'm still working in mac.
working in mac is fun but sometimes really very hate doing.
that day when i do counter, got 1guy look like gangster,
come to my counter to order something,
at that time mac was very noisy,
so i cant heard him,
i asked him to say louder,
he said abit louder but i still can't hear it,
so i asked him to say louder,
and he looked at me and shouted at me.
i was shocked.
i asked him having here or take away,
he dun care, continued his order,
after that i asked him having here or take away,
he said take away.
than i said the amount,
the gave me $10 and i have to return him $5plus,
but he said want to give me 20cents but he never gave me 20cents he gave me 50cents.
i asked him is it u take the wrong coin den he said i gave u 50cents u gave me back $6plus ,
if u dont know how to do cashier than don't do go home sleep better.
he thinks he's very clever.
order me to do things.
sometimes is like that de.
that time is the 1st time i shouted back at customus.
very weird lor.
don't know how to say le.

2day i go 4 the hygiene course in poting pasir cc.
i took cab over.
very funny thing is when i do my things got 1 driver scold the cab driver,
said:"i go wad lane u oso go!"
den scold bad word....
scared me.
when i reached there i dunnoe where the classroom is den
i followed someone to level 3 den i saw the room.
when the class start,
i oso start to doze...
1st time st class doze sia.....
but mr cheng got alots of funny videos.
he opened 1 is like all the ppl in the show all fall...
we all laughed.
got 1 girl laugh until hit bang the table....
so funny, funny until my mouth very pain

2day nvr go work, cus go sch meet teacher.
den very lazy to go le n the time oso nt enough.
stay at hm very boring.
i stay at hm watched my sisters play com ,
watch tv.
at last i can play com le.
but very late den can play .
but at least i can play .
1st i watch show in the internet,
den play internet game.
before all these i go out n eat dinner,
den i watch tv until 11pm den i play.
nw very late le goin sleep but he call me.
nvm... happy dat he call.
he said dat he do DK the whole day,
cus 1 of the DK crew on leave,
so he hav to take over,
i think 2moro i oso nid to do DK.
at DK very borin de.
if can bring Hp over den very gd.
wish they nvr put me in DK.

2day we go swimming again le.
very fun, grace go wif us oso.
she n sy very pro sia i dunnoe hw swim onli play water.
but we start late for swimming.
we finished swimming is abt 8plus le.
so we go AMK hub walk walk awhile den grace go bak hm .
so we still at AMK but is in mac.
we wait til pay out.
after dat we take some money den we go eat dinner.
we had chicken rice.
after dat zx n i go bak tgt.
den i dunnoe wad time sy go bak.
when i reach hm is abt 1plus le very tired.

2day im staying at karen's hse again
tis 2nd time le but 2day she giv me her key to go hm 1st.
i feel like she start to dun like me
dunnoe y, but i got the feeling.
i eat le ice cream den come bak de.
nw still very full.
but still wan to eat something .
boring oso nth to do....
zx like nt so love me le.
he tok to her more den me,
when they chat things dat i dunnoe.
when they chat they'll laugh when tok to me like change a person.
dun even smile.
onli tok to her den he'll smile and laugh very happy.
whenever i ask him wad they say,
he'll say nth jus chat onli.
i dun believe they dun say any other things.
when they're tgt im very heartache.
dunnoe y.....