2 dreams dat i had dreamed about him.

Actually tis morning nid to accompany him to his match but i was overslept n by d time i woke up d match was  over . d 1st dream dat  i dreamed was he went to bed wif a gal n i happened to went up his hse to find him n wad happened next im nt sure cus i was awakened by wad i had saw. D 2nd dream was we were quarreling wif something but wad was it i wasnt sure cus i cant hear a thing. within that few hours of sleep and i dreamed 2 things that had scared me to death !!! Is there anything going to happened to us or im jus missing him that's why i dreamed about him but is it have to be like these kind of dream? really wonder....

Hope everything will be fine n nothing will happened to us !!  

Jobless

Had been teminated frm Mcd cus I had NS for 1week. Went to fish & do but no response frm them. I guess I hav to find other job. Cass got a job at raffles but too far. Sy is bukit batok quite near but nid to keep on talking n hav to torerate customers' scolding. Dunno la. Sien.

FDP

1st time got stain on other ppl's bed. So ps sia. D only thing I did was to bath n run away frm d hse. N his mum had to wash 3 layers of bed sheet. Feel so guilty sia. Nxt time dun wan go his hse Liao la. 

Malaysia trip

Went Over to Malaysia wif aunty Doris n bibi on sat . Went over to eat n den Jiu come bak le. Sun went in to do my nails n we lost our way bak n we stay over at huiqi hse. Quite fun to had a day like dat. 

Transferring out of amk

I guess I will be transferring out on May 1 . Hope I will get btr over there . Cus all those fun ppl had left I oso shall leave tis store. Maybe dat store will be more fun? I will nvr noe until I was there. Chiu Ming told me dat he heard something frm somewhere n dat person had complaint about me . Nvm I guess I noe who cus when I was bak wif him u r like oops..... Haha. U will nvr get tis type of fwen in ur life . U will nvr experience wad I am experiencing or goin through. Only noe how to say about others y nt say about urself. B!tch u will nvr ever win me! If dat time I nvr help u will u get d highest score in d test? I doubt so. 2side face. C how long u can survive . Only noe how to say about others bad , r u doin a very good job? Nt really so pls jus do ur own things can le. 

31/3/14 we had once n it makes me hurt but on 13/4 he improved a lot n it doesn't hurt me any more. He was rite dat for d 1st it might get hurt n  after dat I will be enjoying. I really enjoy it. Haha, on 13/4 if I wasn't tired I think we can hav it for d whole nite w/o resting. I tot he could come over but he can't. Nvm I shall nt think so much on tis.

12/4/14 last time meeting

Maybe tis will be d last time we r meeting. I won't forget about u. U always in my heart.
Last time text like couple.

His last day at work

Had again on his last day of work. After he had been smashed at work n we went horny inside d ahu room dat we near start to kiss but after a while I finished my stuff n went home n I went to his hse. He told me dat he was horny bak den jus dat he control it.  

Was thinking about u n u texted me! Wow

maybe tis is wad i wan

maybe tis is wad i wan..... to let him hate me, to let him wont wan to look for me or stop thinking about me..... as i had make him n her broke up ....... nw they r fine n im here dripping bleed on d floor........ i noe there wont hav a machine to rewind everything to last time...... i noe is time to stop all tis stupid things n move on. i had make a fool out of myself in front of them n i guess they wont be my fwen/s wif me as they will think im a bitch...... who noes if im dare to love again as tis is d 1st time dat i had hurt myself thru love. tis is making me dying i really dunno wad can i do or wad to do . hope i can jus let everything go n dun c them forever if nt i really dunno wad can i do . he will be leaving us soon on d 27 march. tis will be d last time i c him n i hav no other reason to look for him anymore as i had messed everything up . there isnt any turning point at all for me . for him i dun think he will dare to look for me any more as i noe he loves her a lot n is more den me. i can feel dat his love towards me arent more den hers . i noe if i keep holding on im d only 1 dat is suffering n they will be happy enjoying their life...... so d only solution for me is to stop everything stupid n move on ! maybe i will find someone love me or maybe not i still hav to carry on my life no matter wad....... i noe i will be very upset nw..... it will feel btr some times ltr. hope tis will be d last time i post something so emo. i really dun like to cry..... but all memory jus keep flash bak n its making me upset n i noe i cant do anything to make him mine again as i had tried n i make him miserable . he dun even text me since den..... i noe that those happy times will always stay wif me jus dat i cant take it y he choose to stead wif me n nw i fall so deep n he jus left me like nth had happened to us! whenever i saw him it makes me think of d times we are tgt. hope after he left i wont hav tis feeling or maybe i will miss him more ..... i noe its time to let go ! i really hav to let go ! i really hav to..... hav to...... wish they can last long n be tgt till d end ! those he cant do wif me he can do wif her.! i always wanted to c sunrise n he nvr bring me to 1 n he brought her ! i wan soft toy frm him , he didnt giv me n he giv her. i noe i will nvr win her ! she has his whole heart ! really hav to stop all tis le ! ! I CAN LIVE WITHOUT HIM !!!!!

15/3/14 2am

Had tried it. I tot it would be salty but it is tasteless. He wondered y I am like tis n I told him previously oso like dat. N he got nth else to say. We had a sip before start. I dunno how to start it maybe his intention was to chat a bit den start n I was too 猴急to start everything. He said he had no energy to had d 2nd time but 1st time we had it we had 2nd time. N it hurt me too. I tot he dun like me dats y he do tis but den I realize dat he was drunk. After he got drunk he still will think for himself if it's me I will let it be. 

9/3/14

We had it again . He asked me out to buy his stuff at popular n went for a drink n k at civil centre . He chased me out again. 

6/3/14 unforgettable day

Had meeting in d morning before meeting went for hiring wif Vanessa n theviya. After d meeting we went to Vanessa hse to have steamboat after dat went to civil centre for k . Maxing Samantha lipping n boss oso go. It's really fun ! After dat went to his hse n he said he haven hav sex since he left me n we had 2 times in dat nite. Jus dat he wasn't dat gentle any more as he said we won't be tgt only sex . I won't mind but I think he won't look for me in a while guess by nxt week or month he will look for me. 

sam n cm had talked to me about forgetting about higher nitec as if i nvr succeed in higher nitec i will be wasting 2 years n 3 years in poly so they suggested to take up a private course outside and work full time in mcd as to save some money for d course dat i might like. i feel like y nt give it a try as i had alr wasted 2yrs before jus dat i will be getting a private diploma of 10k+ for a course dat d course might take up one or one and the half month to complete my course in order to get d cert. if i can get d cert n get pay i wont mind jus dat it will be more tougher den in sch as in sch they teach more on knowledge while private is more on projects. quite a lot of ppl said getting a private is more easier to get d cert but i hav to waste my money on tis cert for over 10 grands . isit worth it? i realy dunno. sam had shared dat her studies wasnt dat good so she choose tis path to get a cert on private which she is goin to end she course soon. if i were to choose the same path as her will i succeed like her? will i fulfill wad it is entitle? will i be able to cope wif work n projects at the same time? i really dunno

i dun hav to get transferred out if im a assistance mgr n cm said dat i wont get transferred if i can outshine thiviya n i said i cfm will do btr den her ! hope i can !

U think u r btr den me? U can do everything by urself uh? U think I octopus? If u can u do la when I was busy wif so many things yet u didn't even wan to help. I oso noe dat things is down did I didn't help? I nid to look after l2 n am I running production? No wor den? Knn nxt time u work I won't work. Since u so outstanding ma . So be it! Try me somemore

Who d fuck do u think u r ? So wad if ur sis bf is tis store rm?! Dun mess wif me hor! Knn

my feelings

this few days keep goin out n hav fun . went out outing wif huiqi, ivyn and kaisheng. meet in d morning n huiqi was late cus of traffic jam. after meeting at cwp we went to 888 to hav our brunch. after dat all went home to take our things n went to haw par villa . after dat went to nex to hav our dinner n after dat we went to 888 fairprice to buy some beer n snacks to slack at ivyn hse. after slacking den we all went home as all hav to work but im d luckiest as i work in d evening. tis few days i keep drinking n i used up all my money n i had to lent frm my mum. really bad. had failed my exam n i cant continue my study as my result is really very poor . hope i can get to higher nitec without waiting for 1 yr . really hope i can !!!

D scar

Tis scars will always remind me of how stupid I am on dat day! I will nvr forgets

24 nov 2013 i will nvr forgets about u !

i will nvr forget about tis day whr i got d scars on my arm !
d scars are awful n i dun like it ! i really dunno y am i so stupid n use d tong to put d metal thing in d oil in d batch cook vats ! im so so so stupid !! i will nt forgive myself for being so stupid ! hope d scars will disappear but i will always remember it on my heart !

Working m3 n boom again

I scream or shout doesn't mean I'm really angry or wad jus dat I nid to let out some of my angers, I will b fine after dat. Seems like it isn't d 1st time u saw me tis way n I really hav to learn to control dat. I should n I will! Jus learnt how to drawer change n do some of d service. Nt bad nt dat hard but I really dunno y LP said its hard?! Quite easy nt dat hard at all. Maybe I will get wad she mean nxt time as I didn't get d full stress nw. But even if I do I dun think it will be hard on me haha. Seems like quite a lot managers dun like LP. Haha

25 anniversary amk

Late for work n I took cab dwn waste money again. I was in d kitchen before goin to d DK . Didn't go for break when working n after work went dinner wif LP, Mery, huiqi n Doris. D event was okie but a lot of attachment staffs. Looks crowded frm outside. Took some pics but nt using my fone. Saw his family n they seems nt to look at me or talk to me even d baby. Hmm okie... Fine.... Haha..

Lonely ba

feeling lost

i feel so lost. i really dunno wad to do or wad can i do ! i noe dat keep on running away is nt a solution. i hav to go bak to sch n hav a normal life again ! i noe dat jus dat i really dun wish to do those things again n again . i felt like i dun wan to do all these things again .. i dun wan to study,work or stay home . i wish i hav lots of money so  i can run away from home run away from this play to other place whereby no ppl noe me or a place i dunno to live. i wanna start a new life ! if only i can . really dun wish to stay here n remember all those sad things dat had happened to me tis few months . i really cant take it. no one can help me even myself . all those r important but i jus dun wan to do it . i dunno la . lost in my own world le. hope i can get out of it soon , it had to be fast as it goin to d end of d year soon, exams coming real soon and i didnt even started on d revising. yeah nid to start revising ......

Guys r d same??

All guys are d same. Tot dat he would like me but I was wrong. I'm d one maybe or I just Dun wan to be left alone? I dunno. Maybe I'm too lonely Dats y. I should get used to tis feeling as No one will stay by ur side forever or even awhile. Understand.

When they noe u they will keep on talking to u but when they noe new gals they will change their attitude towards u. Or maybe I'm Nt even worth. Maybe.... maybe..

Do I really like him? He is d 1st guy that I'm comfortable wif. I can be myself when I'm wif him but I dun think I like him. I only noe dat I can find him n talk if I hav any problem. Hope he will keep his mouth shut of wad I had told him. 

Managing service area. Handling customer

Tis is my 1st time managing service area after being a manager. I'm panic n scare I will do things wrong or did something dat is nt suppose to do. But lucky I'm still okie with it. Things went okie but I feel stress when they keep on calling for manager n I can't help to do anything. I did try to help to solve some of the problems. Don't have enough ppl to do tis n dat making me a hard time n others oso. 1st time managing a angry customer as wanted to order a large coke but he had queued at the food collection area n he keeps can't get his order ordered. He was very angry. I didn't did a good job in tis part as I study service n yet I'm nt doin a good job in tis. Really d 1st time contacting wif real ppl n real situation. Hope the next time I will do a better job!!!! I find it interesting to work as a manager le as it is more challenging. Haha . Had learnt how to change CO2 tank as I wanted to learn it long time ago. I will ask. More questions now. Alvin oso said I'm playful. Haha. 

Went out for movie

Went out for a movie wif Ivyn for d 1st time. He went to buy iPhone 5c den went to buy fone cover n screen protector. After dat we went for d movie insidious chapter 2.

Thinking too much

U think too much liao la. Who do u think u r?  He is his a fwen to u. Dun even think about it. Dun wish to let it happen again. I really can't take it

Lost interest?

Maybe I had lost interest in study. Keep on dun Feel like Goin school but Just few more months n I will be Goin to higher nitec. Maybe I'm Just too Lazy. Tmr I will wake up n go school de

After so long nw I'm starting to watch my shows again. Long time nvr watch my dramas le. Feel so good . Even though I noe there is something missing but I will find something to do or think of something to make it okie. =) 

Weird dream

Dream about him n we had sex n I ask him about her age. O.o siao sia

My dream

I dreamed about him again. Tis time I was laying beside him n I ask him is he wif serene den I dunno wad he said weekdays n weekends. After dat I awake. -.- maybe I still can't forget about him. Still nid some time to forget about him .

8/9/13

Went for a drinking session wif Amy,ks,Ivyn,nh me. Ks was d 1st to dwn. He keep vomiting ard d place n Ivyn had to clean d place. He was very pekcey . Keep asking ks to sit up all dat. He even hit him on d face. Very scary but we had fun after all. Maybe next time we can hav tis session again after some time. I oso vomited quite a lot. True dat after vomiting I feel btr. Even injured my leg. Ks lost his cigg n Ivyn injured his face. Nh a bit gone case but still can manage to bring me n Amy home. After reaching hm I went inside room n sleep. 

Will be getting promote on d 16 sept to FM haha. Dunno how much will d pay be, help I can manage it well . Jus nw he shake hands wif me to congrats me suddenly feel like hugging him. I noe he isn't mine any more. 2person getting promote . 

My dream

Y would I dream of u ? Y would I remember my dream? Last time I won't dream about u or remember anything about my dream. Weird sia. I dreamed about I was watching tv n u sit in front of me n accompanied me watch tv when u alr very tired n fallen asleep den I said we go sleep ba when about to go into d room his mum was in d kitchen we didn't noe she was bak n she bought fwens along . Looks like aunty soo eng n aunty Susan . We were go into d room hugging each other . Very sweet n seems so real to me. Isit I miss him too much dat I dream of tis or its a random dream? I dunno. Suddenly feel so warm to c tis familiar face in front of me n being sweet to me. Hope it will really happen in life. Will it? Doubting ...

They went out for a date! Still say will ask me to go for a movie instead of me u find her! Ya . I reminded u ma. Good lo. Last long !! U happy can liao

Everything end on 16/8/13

It would be easy for u cus u alr gav up. I would nid some time to get bak up. I nid  u to support If can. Pls Dun treat me differently. We can be fwen!  Best fwen Maybe?  Haha. I will change to a better me. Will u support me? 

He said he will support me as a fwen. I noe dat he has a her jus dat dun wanna tell me. I long noe jus didn't make a sound. Until u said break up for d second time as u wanna be wif her. U said u won't be in a relationship for awhile but when I receive ur msg it giv me a feel dat u had her better den me n when I ask whr had I done wrong or nt doin well u said nth. Because u jus wanna break so u say everything is ur fault. Well as u promise to giv me a hug at Taiwan so we will c how things work ba. Hope we can be tgt again... Hoping.. 

15/8/13

Y tis thing again? Y u keep wanna break up? Y can't wait until after we come bak frm Taiwan den say? I tot we agreed on dat?? Y ? I jus dunno y! 

6/8/13

Finally can go his hse, slept well beside him. Jus like to sleep tgt . Make me feel very safe when I'm wif him, 

2/8/13

He came dwn to amk n waited me to end work . After dat we went for dinner n movie n he sent me home. After sending me home he walked home. We watched gain n pain . We ate teppayaki . It's more like a date den normal things we do. I love it . =) hope to get more of this, haha. 

Rejected twice for nt letting me goin his hse plus when I ask him things n can say nth. Ya la . Wif other gal can talk a lot ma wif me very boring Liao. I noe u dun like me is I'm d 1 keep pestering u ma. If u dun wan me just tell me again! I won't ask for it again! Makes me so angry !!!,! 

19/7/13

After breaking for d 4th day we went dinner tgt. I still love him but jus dat we r nt couple anymore . I jus dun like d feeling la. I wan u bak. Although is jus an hour of his time I really enjoy it! Still can say buy me a bear day is ur size . When I heard it I really can't tahan n cried it out. He said dat one of d aunty frm wdlm had passed away tis morning n ltr he is goin to pay respect to her. I said I can wait but he insist me nt to . After so long u oso nvr send me hm le. When we stared tgt u always send me hm de. Okie la u no time ma. Okie... Ya I only think about myself , if u didn't say will I noe how u feel!?   =(((( 

15/7/13

Isit really come to d end ? I dun wan tis I dun wan !! 

Said to meet me for dinner ind end didn't. Went out to hav fun wif fwen. Wanted to MSG u oso like can't den dun msg lo. 1day didn't c u alr still like dat.... Nvm......

Can't breathe

These few days I can't breathe properly . Went to c doc n d doc said its due to stress but I didn't hav any stress at all!! 

Ytd 29/6 went to Joey's N6 concert. It's really fun though I dun noe some of d songs but I really enjoy! =) 1 more week to sch reopen. Nt bad dat I had pass my cs n hoping other modules for next term will be fine for me. =) gotten 3.4GPA for d 1st 4 modules . Jiayou for another 4more!! 

On 13/6 actually wanna celebrate his bd wif him but he choose to go bak work as he said its important . After work we went bowling wif CW,Christ,LP. I think LP nvr play bowling before she keep aiming d drain. Cm n CW was playing curl ball n they r happily playing n they gotten d technic on playing curl ball. After playing 2 games n we went hm. I didn't go his hse. Next day went to his hse before meeting Christ for d concert . Used nh red bag to put my things n nj brown bag to d concert. Before I went to his hse I went to d bank to bank in d money dat ITE gave. ($750) hopefully can get it by tmr so I can get him a watch =) after meeting Christ , we went to bishan to hav our dinner . After dat we went den to d indoor stadium. It's fun at d concert . Most of d songs I dunno how to sing but I really enjoyed d concert n the time wif them !! After d concert we all went hm . Cm n I went bk for supper den went bak to his hse. Slept for 2-3hrs n we nid to go dwn to lavender to take d tickets for d coach he booked. We reached genting is about 3.40pm. He said lucky we r late if nt we nid to wait but after all we oso reach late n book in late. He said no diff. After reaching there it's cooling . After I unpacked my stuff n we took a nap before dinner. After dinner we went to play bowling . We had 3games of bowling. It's fun. After bowling we went to Starbucks for a drink n slack a while. After dat went bak to hotel n bathe den I sleep for about 2-3hrs before d movie starts . After movie we went bak to sleep . He said he didn't sleep well in d hotel n I disturbed him n nt letting him rest. I didn't noe dat he won't sleep on d bus if nt I won't disturbed him . Alr 1 day nvr c him le...... Miss him ... 

Ask me to go his hse at 1am . I'm here n he is still wif his fwens setting n happily chatting without remember I'm here waiting. Should wait n c wad time u will remember dat u had a date wif me . Jus wait !!

Ytd quarreled wif him. I kept said dun wan to meet him. But still did meet him . When I met him, he was busy talking on d fone n msg-ing . I noe he is busy wif work but I really felt sad. Cs paper was quite easy but I felt dat I got a lot of questions r wrong. Hope I can pass my paper. When movie after dat , watch hang over part 3 quite nice n quite funny. Went to his hse after dat n he made me milo when I said I was hungry. We even make out after dat. Haha. He said after so long cfm got a lot. Haha. In d morning I didn't went out wif him , I stay at his hse while he went to work. I went to open his drawer n I saw I lots of letter from fwens n ex. WT n him even plan to hav a baby tis yr . Am I really I third party? Did I do wrong? His mum oso dun like me. 

BD celebration for cm

Morning didn't go work n stayed hm . Staying hm is boring n I texted him n he said something like serve me right. I didn't reply him his msg n he texted me to ask me out for lunch. After eating he said wan to watch movie but in d end oso nvr watch any movie. Went to his hse n waited for his family members to be home to eat dinner n celebrate his dads bd. after eating lunch at about 4+pm I can't eat any more at d dinner. He told me he is goin for a drink wif his bro n fwens when I said I wanna go n he shouted NO!!! Dun wan me to spoilt ur fun right I noe. Got pretty. Girls at there ma . U can enjoy all u wan !! 

A gift from him. He bought it from Korea. A bottle of perfume n a jar of face mask. 

31/5/13 honors day evg.

getting certificate in evg for d last time . I was so nervous dat my both of my hands r so cold! 1st time it happened to me like tis! 2day he came bak to SG le . Goin out to meet him soon. After 5 days nvr c him alr , ltr I wanna hug him =)

Finally!!

Using FaceTime to chat when he is at Korea. 2days nvr c him n I use tis to c him n hear his voice. =) tis is d only way to c n hear him.

2nd time dinner wif his family.

26 may 2013  went to his hse for dinner before he fly off to Korea. I reach his hse about 6pm . I was scare to meet his family but 2day I dun feel so scare after chatting wif his sis. His sis was a teacher, tuition teacher... We ate steamboat for dinner n after dinner I help to wash up all the things. I didn't cook anything so I have to do something to make myself useful. Haha. Hope they won't like me.... I feel like his mum dun like me , every time we met she won't smile at me..... So scary.  

They went management meeting n after meeting they went into Malaysia for massage n dinner. He sits very near to her. If I nvr c I won't do any thing now saw le ..... Makes me so angry!

Waiting list

1. Last on d list again. U ask me out but ended up u wif them. Next time jus dun ask me any things dats u can't cfm. Really hate d feeling

Upset over u

Jus wan to meet u oso so difficult. Whr got fair if only when u free den find me? When I nid u , whr r u? Really feel tired of it le. Feel like I'm a part time girl friend to u like I'm worthless. Feel so upset. Been crying for 2days le..... U said wan to meet up for a movie ite u wif them until very late. Wan go ur hse to acc u oso hard. I really dunno how le.

Panda

U place my gift n her gift tgt? Meaning we both r important to u? Or u jus dunno whr to put n any how put wif hers? Shouldn't hav gav it to u to make myself upset. No point......

Complaining

We nvr talk much 2day as he work until 11plus den we went out to eat wif Kel,jas n CW at Yishun. Our only private time was on d cab when there are no others was ard. I rest on his shoulder but I nvr share wif him my things. Wish to spend more time that but he is very busy . D more time I spend wif him he will feel more tired as he had worked for so many hours n still mid to entertain me n get lesser of rest too. I really dunno how or wad to do. I jus wanna spend more time tgt. D only time we can spend time tgt is to go to his hse but sometimes we dun even got time to chat n u hav alr alseep. I run like d way u looked at her. It's different when u look at me. I dun like dat. U even nearly forgotten about me n I was like siting there wait n wait n wait. They went in to look for u n nvr inform me dat u all had ended d meeting . I was like a dumb dumb jus to wait for u to end n go hm tgt . Making me cry when I think of tis. Am I doin d right thing??  I really dunno.

mistake

ytd i was doin expeditor, lp was doin line2 alone. i  a few orders from line 2 and i was calling for product from her line. i dunno if she can hear me or nt, waited for 400s my product mc dbl still nt out yet n d customer was like waiting for nth. there are 2 persons at line 1 n no one help her to do her products . all her products are all jammed ! after shouted for d 2nd time i lost all my patience n i shouted really loud in d counter area . i called line 1 to help her to do her products as i nid the products. i noe my tone was harsh cus all my orders are all red n everyone was waiting for me to give them product to settle d orders. nxt time i hav to be more patience n i hav to communicate more instead of shouting for it. i had learnt my mistake from this event.

30/12/12

went to sakae for dinner 

Went arcade after having dinner 

lunch dat he cook =) 

really like it =)

setting up for the table that he bought ytd @ IKEA

when its done =) 

he done it all by himself 

after so long finally got a pic tgt !! 

After reached hm =)

morning actually wanted to go his hse but i woke up late n went to his hse late. after buying the ingredients i went to his hse straight . after reaching his hse, he was busy doin his paper work n listening to radio . i was there to accompany him n had lunch wif him . he cooked dishes , i like d pork wif toufu very nice ! taste like my grandma's cooking =) after so long still can find someone who cooked like her =)

i stayed at his hse until 6pm den i went home . after went home i cook noodles . after eating i went to sleep . after wake up den we went for a movie . the name of the movie is "Jack Reacher" nice show . haha. 

before watching d movie we went to coffee bean to hav a drink . we bought the drink into d theatre . he place it inside his bag . he bought d ticket for couple seat n beside us was 2 guy n when they walked in we were like tis is couple seat r u 2 couples? haha 

after d movie den he send me home n he went running near my hse 1 round den run home . cool dat he can run for 35mins ! jus finished reading some of his blog but nt all can be view , not sure y...

Goin to bed nw . Good nite =)

walao eh ! there is a cat outside hse aiming to eat my hamster ! hope later my dad will make it go away ! if not my hamster will be gone again ! =(

jus finished wrk . jus nw was very busy working cus managers from our store are going for a store meeting. so d crew leaders have to help the attachment managers to look after the crews . It wasn't that easy to handle the job that has been pass to you and still have to look after other people while doing your own things . When i was doing fries, i still can see what are the counter crews are doing but when i was doing expeditor i cant really do much as i was too busy . Some more when the peak hours are over , the counters crews were going home or they went to break. Some more they had lesser and lesser people in the counter area. When customers in , manager ask a runner to open a counter and i was the only runner to run 3 counters . The managers only help for a while and walk away to help kitchen while counter was jam . After serving all the customers i was too tired and it was about time to go home . When it was my time to go home , customers in again so i have to help them to clear the customers . After finished serving the people , it was my turn to go home. After i punch out , i went to break with ong , we had a little talk . She said that i am good at controlling my temper , cus when managers didn't help i was very angry. Ong is a nice person . She praised me for the second time ! =) After a long day , that was the most happy thing i felt . Hope to hear more of those things .

jus finished watching 'The other truth' (真相).
nice show . its about laws n somethings about black .
I like this show . like all the actors n actress too !
quite funny n fun but interesting . =)
i scare that i will forget shows that i watch so i write down about it .

feeling so bored . nothing to do . after watching so much show oso feel so bored. i wanna go out n play but no money to go . y ?
i dun wan to wrk
i wan play
y i dun hav d responsibility to wrk?
i oso dun noe y i cant focus ?
argh!!

got promoted to CL on 16/8/2011. but lp get promoted too. y i hav to wait for 3months n u dun nid to wait? when did u went for the test? nvm , i wont lose to u . i will win u by exams , when i finished schooling i will win u on d salary! cus u nvr finish ur study n somemore wanna act in front of so many ppl! . no shame sia u . i dun mind u said i hav less money den u do , but i will earn more nxt time when i finish my schooling! ya , u may noe alot of things den i do but nt really all ppl will like ur attitude! only noe how to call ppl do dis do dat , shout at ppl , do u think ppl will like it? somemore hit ppl ! ..... i will beat u on finishing my CLDP 1st den u ! i will ask more managers den u do ! i will be having a lot of manager fwens soon ! kavi will help me too ! =)

wow , jus finished watched The Rippling Blossom (鱼跃在花见)。 very nice show ! i love it , some more it make me cry , make me angry too ! i like show are like dat . make me love to show some more of the show ! Happy Birthday Singapore ! =)

ytd got a mad woman scold me ! said i go out wif her daughter den she became bad . lol she is already very bad , somemore she is the 1 who teaches me n my sis all the bad words ! somemore ur daughter called me n my sis to ton wif u after work , somemore said i told her nt to go sch . did i said dat? i did asked u ur mum allow u to ton , u said she said can , i ask u go sch , u said nvm de , would get scold de . somemore still keep telling ppl dat u went to ite simei take wad course ! lol , all crap !!! like wad only , still ask ppl for money! too angry to say liao arh ! .............

not feeling well still nid get scolding from others ! what the hell ! ! in the morning i did call n said i cant work , but u say can so i said can , but after awhile i call say got exam cant go den u said okie , u like dat to me , nvm u dun come work. no other choice . how long u didnt go sch liao? it's diff from the time when u all are in sch ! i hate to work ! !!!!!!! Some more 2moro still got exam , nw nt in the mood to study , prepare to fail ba !!!!

jus now went to 768 wif Joanne n YiTing . after they went to eat n buy bubble tea . Joanne when to find his god bro . YiTing follow me to meet liyana . After awhile YiTing when bak . Liyana n i went to woodlands centre to buy high heel , but cant find the one she wants . But she did bought something else . she bought a skirt and a shirt. long time nvr hang out wif them ! wish we will be like last time , but the time wont stop n wait for u ! when we hang out , we will be toking the different things ! no more fun like last time . if that time i was not dat stupid dun go sch , i will be in the same class n toking the same topic liao ! but nxt time we will hav the same thing to say liao . pls wait for me , im behind u all ! pls wait ....

jus remember dat ytd when i went to the toilet , a guy in the lady's toilet ! when he came in he opened the door and bang the door against the door , when i looked at him he keep on looking at me . after i looked away , he walked behind me and said girl ... ugly . i didnt really listen to wad he had said , and i faster wash my hands and faster walk out of the toilet ! very scary sia ! he is tall and scary !

very full ! jus finished eating mcd ! stomach goin to burst ! but long time nvr eat until so full liao ! somemore everytime i pay! nxt time u pay ! =)

jus watched finished pu song ling （蒲松岭）nice show !
now just starting to watch (Into Thin Air ) , nice show .
its about ppl keep on missing and about the world end . (ep1)

nw im watching a show call pu song ling (蒲松龄) nice show , last time haven watch finish n i watch other show , now free watch back the show . Going to watch finish ! =)

jus watch finish Show Me The Happy (依家有喜) .
it's a lovely show . i love it , but it had finished , time fly . 80 episodes . wish there are more happy , funny and love story ! i love love story ! =)

2day nvr go sch, stayed at home to play computer until very late!
2moro still nid to go bak sch . hais .
still nid to go work.
wish everything will be fine . =)

it's been a long time nvr see bernice liu show , she is very pretty ! really long time ! haha , she is sooo slim!! if i can be so slim i will be happy !!!

just came back from work . Tell you something very funny de!!
Just now during Value Lunch i was doing runner , a lady beside my counter digging her nose !!!
when i was looking , she still dig then i told my cashier to see , my cashier said eee. haha ! Dam Funny !!

china anuty and singapore aunty quarelling

Today i went to work as per normal . Always do counter or runner , boring of it !!!
i had a early break cus Raymond ask me to go as there are not many customers and there were alots of crews.
When it came to Value Lunch , a Singapore aunty n a China aunty doing fries together . But the China aunty don't like to being ordered to do things other than manger order.
I heard a crew said the China aunty keep asking the Singapore aunty whether need to drop fries or not , then the Singapore aunty said whenever i ask u to drop the fries u drop and dont keep asking me as im so busy packing fries. Then i dunnoe wad really happen, but after a few moment they started to shout at each other , i was doing cashier in counter 14 so i really cant hear wad they are saying. After they start to quarrel more louder , one of the manager ask the China aunty to go inside the crew room to cool down, but after a while the China aunty came out and shout at Singapore aunty said : " Dont u think u can bully me ! " Singapore aunty replied: " u are a grown up , how can i bully u ?"
That was when im taking fries. They were very fierce. No one wants to give in . After manager talked to them , they did cool down, the China aunty went for her break (im nt sure but she really was eating when i saw her) but when i was about to go home i saw the China aunty walking inside the kitchen , taking her belonging, dont know where she wanna go .

i really hate it when ppl can act so good in front of u but when u walk away or dun care liao den will say bad things about u ! !!!! MAKE ME SOOOOO ANGRY TO LOOK AT IT!!!!!

1mth holiday

1mth hoilday is going to end in a week time. Hope to have a longer holiday. Homework is all im doing now, hope to finish everything by today. Wish me luck .

i really dunno y u become like dat?
y a little bit of things u will take it to heart??
y cant u jus dun care so much??
do u noe u make me very hate u??

not sure what to do , keep having headache and feeling sleepy everytime.

2day we perform guitar again ! But 2day is perform for lower sec .
FUN ! if next time got chance i want to go ! =)

2day in school was okie, nt too bored n we , the whole class, sang a happy birthday song to miss han and she was very happy ! But she said her birthday was over , and thanks you .
After school when i going to cross the road , a sec 1/2 boys were playing with a basketball near the road n when i going to cross toward the central side , the ball roll on the road n i help them to take after that he said thanks to me . im so happy !
2DAY IS A HAPPY DAY ! =D

i got 1st in maths , at first very happy . after a while, i think this isn't a happy thing to say .
NT is easy , but i got 1st my mum nvr say anything but onli money , keep saying can get top 10% den got money , hais . nt happy!!!

2day just had a science test , don't know whether i will pass or fail.
I'm scare, 1st common test after i went back to school .
Hope i would fail until so terrible . =)

sien P nt in the sch!
still nid to wait for him to come bak from holiday.
dunnoe can go bak sch to study or not!
headache!!!

after so long nvr wake up early .
not as sleepy as i thought .
on monday , my sis n i nid to go sch mit P.
dunnoe can study in that sch or nt, very anxious.
later work overnite, dunnoe will be fun or not, hope it will .

y every time i watch love shows , i will cry like hell!?
i really dun understand!!

ytd karen , liping sangeetha , aitze and me when to lantern festival celebration .
when we reached there , there were quite alot people .
the time we reached there was 6pm plus but the event start at 7pm.
after we set up all those things, then we start to sever them the orange juice .
aitze said i have to help her hiring people.
so after serving some time , liping and me when to ask people .
but liping had asked alot of people but i only manage to get one to work .
hope dat person can work, den i will can get $10 from aitze .
ytd the PM , Mr Lee Hsien Loong, did came down .
first time see him so near.
n aitze saw a handsome guy, he is PM 's body guard .

2day im in the happy mood!!
when i 1st start work , i'm doing l1 .
after half an hour i went out to do counter.
when i started to smile at people, they smile back to me .
It makes me more happy when i smile =)
now i have more chance to work in the kitchen!
i like to work in the kitchen , more fun in there =)
now i also have to work almost 8hrs everyday .
tired but i think will have more money.
spencer 2day also told me to learn more station knowledge , i think i maybe can become a CL .
hope to have that day to come true ! =)

y do other can share their hearts so easily??
y cant i ?
y every time i wanted to share , no one i can find?

feel like crying now. but i dont know why???
feeling sad =(

2day at mac very busy !
but fun.
on 21 july i will attach to AMKP , dunnoe other store will go there or their store de ppl there.
hope to make new fwens there.
LP said she attach there b4 ,
quite fun she said.
hope i oso can hav fun.
LP n SY oso will attach there on mon n tue.
if we can go there tgt more good lor.
but hav to see aitze let or nt .
ytd i do filtering alone sia, but at least i nvr do wrong.
hope to get next chance!

ytd i pack coke glass in ahu room , den he came in to the ahu room .
when he came in my heart is racing!
haha , dunnoe y?

so long nvr write blog le!!
2day i felt happy cus can off le!
2day i oso go cut hair le.
after i cut my hair , me n my sis went to watch movie.
we watched predators .
the show was very nice !
i like the show very much!
2day is a very hot day !
i keep sweating! i hate it!
after watched movie, we went home .
she reached home den she went to sleep .
as for me i reached home ,
i on com n i started to play computer.
i love to use com to watch show!
i can find most of some nice.
i will forget him !!!!
i hav to start a new!

long long time since you hugged me,
now you don't ,
feeling sad ,
dont know whether you still love me or not.
feeling sad .
that's all i can say.
really wish that we can be like last time.......
we can go out til very late ,
go on date,
go out like a gang.
now we only see each other when working other then that ?
cant we be like last time?
long time never watch movie together.
long time never hold hands.
long time never hang out le.
long time never lay on your shoulder ,
long time never eat together,
long time never go shopping together .....
very long time le......
but i dont think u notice it.
im really sad.
i can tell no one ,
everytimes i want to tell someone ,
i cant find one to listen to me.
u cant see me cry.
i think you dont love me anymore.
isit i do anything wrong?
if you dont,
please tell me,
dont let me stay in this situation anymore.
i cant take it anymore.
i felt more lonely den before...

long time nvr write blog le.....
wish i oso can go back school,
but i dont wish to go back to the school i use to go,
wish to go to a new school to study,
i really wish to do that,
when i see them going to school and have alots of friends to hang around, study together,
i also really want to do those again!!!
i wish to start a new.

1st time can do mac cafe sia
boring but fun .
wish i can do there again!!
the new manager LG so funny,
2day den i noe his name liu gui
those china girls said the name like 'gong gong' name
so funny!!!
but he like nt angry leh
haha
fun working wif him, i oso can choose station,
wish nt to work morning
very tired .
goin sleep le nite nite.

2day very tired but still went to work....
alvi said is rite when working wont feel tired de,
haha
2things happened scary de
1st , at mac on the way to toilet i saw 1 person faint n a doc was beside her.
dunnoe wad happened ,
got 1 aunty said she goin to die cus her eyes turned white n face was pale.
very scary!
after i went to the toilet ,
i came out n saw the doc put her on the floor,
n den i dunnoe le but after awhile the ambulance came.
hope she is fine=)
2nd, n the way home i saw 1 car n motobic accident the bic was crash n the car's front glass was broken very scary!!!
dunnoe anyone was hurt?
hope no 1 hurt or anything......

2day me, my mother n my 2 sisters went to causeway point to do something ,
after we did all the things ,
n i saw KFC is hiring ppl so i went in n ask
the manager said still hiring ,
so she gave me the form to full.....
when i finished the form n gave back the manager said wait for the call....
dunnoe will call or nt
hope can get the job