Can't breathe

These few days I can't breathe properly . Went to c doc n d doc said its due to stress but I didn't hav any stress at all!! 

Ytd 29/6 went to Joey's N6 concert. It's really fun though I dun noe some of d songs but I really enjoy! =) 1 more week to sch reopen. Nt bad dat I had pass my cs n hoping other modules for next term will be fine for me. =) gotten 3.4GPA for d 1st 4 modules . Jiayou for another 4more!! 

On 13/6 actually wanna celebrate his bd wif him but he choose to go bak work as he said its important . After work we went bowling wif CW,Christ,LP. I think LP nvr play bowling before she keep aiming d drain. Cm n CW was playing curl ball n they r happily playing n they gotten d technic on playing curl ball. After playing 2 games n we went hm. I didn't go his hse. Next day went to his hse before meeting Christ for d concert . Used nh red bag to put my things n nj brown bag to d concert. Before I went to his hse I went to d bank to bank in d money dat ITE gave. ($750) hopefully can get it by tmr so I can get him a watch =) after meeting Christ , we went to bishan to hav our dinner . After dat we went den to d indoor stadium. It's fun at d concert . Most of d songs I dunno how to sing but I really enjoyed d concert n the time wif them !! After d concert we all went hm . Cm n I went bk for supper den went bak to his hse. Slept for 2-3hrs n we nid to go dwn to lavender to take d tickets for d coach he booked. We reached genting is about 3.40pm. He said lucky we r late if nt we nid to wait but after all we oso reach late n book in late. He said no diff. After reaching there it's cooling . After I unpacked my stuff n we took a nap before dinner. After dinner we went to play bowling . We had 3games of bowling. It's fun. After bowling we went to Starbucks for a drink n slack a while. After dat went bak to hotel n bathe den I sleep for about 2-3hrs before d movie starts . After movie we went bak to sleep . He said he didn't sleep well in d hotel n I disturbed him n nt letting him rest. I didn't noe dat he won't sleep on d bus if nt I won't disturbed him . Alr 1 day nvr c him le...... Miss him ... 

Ask me to go his hse at 1am . I'm here n he is still wif his fwens setting n happily chatting without remember I'm here waiting. Should wait n c wad time u will remember dat u had a date wif me . Jus wait !!

Ytd quarreled wif him. I kept said dun wan to meet him. But still did meet him . When I met him, he was busy talking on d fone n msg-ing . I noe he is busy wif work but I really felt sad. Cs paper was quite easy but I felt dat I got a lot of questions r wrong. Hope I can pass my paper. When movie after dat , watch hang over part 3 quite nice n quite funny. Went to his hse after dat n he made me milo when I said I was hungry. We even make out after dat. Haha. He said after so long cfm got a lot. Haha. In d morning I didn't went out wif him , I stay at his hse while he went to work. I went to open his drawer n I saw I lots of letter from fwens n ex. WT n him even plan to hav a baby tis yr . Am I really I third party? Did I do wrong? His mum oso dun like me. 

BD celebration for cm

Morning didn't go work n stayed hm . Staying hm is boring n I texted him n he said something like serve me right. I didn't reply him his msg n he texted me to ask me out for lunch. After eating he said wan to watch movie but in d end oso nvr watch any movie. Went to his hse n waited for his family members to be home to eat dinner n celebrate his dads bd. after eating lunch at about 4+pm I can't eat any more at d dinner. He told me he is goin for a drink wif his bro n fwens when I said I wanna go n he shouted NO!!! Dun wan me to spoilt ur fun right I noe. Got pretty. Girls at there ma . U can enjoy all u wan !! 

A gift from him. He bought it from Korea. A bottle of perfume n a jar of face mask. 

31/5/13 honors day evg.

getting certificate in evg for d last time . I was so nervous dat my both of my hands r so cold! 1st time it happened to me like tis! 2day he came bak to SG le . Goin out to meet him soon. After 5 days nvr c him alr , ltr I wanna hug him =)

Finally!!

Using FaceTime to chat when he is at Korea. 2days nvr c him n I use tis to c him n hear his voice. =) tis is d only way to c n hear him.

2nd time dinner wif his family.

26 may 2013  went to his hse for dinner before he fly off to Korea. I reach his hse about 6pm . I was scare to meet his family but 2day I dun feel so scare after chatting wif his sis. His sis was a teacher, tuition teacher... We ate steamboat for dinner n after dinner I help to wash up all the things. I didn't cook anything so I have to do something to make myself useful. Haha. Hope they won't like me.... I feel like his mum dun like me , every time we met she won't smile at me..... So scary.  

They went management meeting n after meeting they went into Malaysia for massage n dinner. He sits very near to her. If I nvr c I won't do any thing now saw le ..... Makes me so angry!

Waiting list

1. Last on d list again. U ask me out but ended up u wif them. Next time jus dun ask me any things dats u can't cfm. Really hate d feeling

Upset over u

Jus wan to meet u oso so difficult. Whr got fair if only when u free den find me? When I nid u , whr r u? Really feel tired of it le. Feel like I'm a part time girl friend to u like I'm worthless. Feel so upset. Been crying for 2days le..... U said wan to meet up for a movie ite u wif them until very late. Wan go ur hse to acc u oso hard. I really dunno how le.

Panda

U place my gift n her gift tgt? Meaning we both r important to u? Or u jus dunno whr to put n any how put wif hers? Shouldn't hav gav it to u to make myself upset. No point......

Complaining

We nvr talk much 2day as he work until 11plus den we went out to eat wif Kel,jas n CW at Yishun. Our only private time was on d cab when there are no others was ard. I rest on his shoulder but I nvr share wif him my things. Wish to spend more time that but he is very busy . D more time I spend wif him he will feel more tired as he had worked for so many hours n still mid to entertain me n get lesser of rest too. I really dunno how or wad to do. I jus wanna spend more time tgt. D only time we can spend time tgt is to go to his hse but sometimes we dun even got time to chat n u hav alr alseep. I run like d way u looked at her. It's different when u look at me. I dun like dat. U even nearly forgotten about me n I was like siting there wait n wait n wait. They went in to look for u n nvr inform me dat u all had ended d meeting . I was like a dumb dumb jus to wait for u to end n go hm tgt . Making me cry when I think of tis. Am I doin d right thing??  I really dunno.

mistake

ytd i was doin expeditor, lp was doin line2 alone. i  a few orders from line 2 and i was calling for product from her line. i dunno if she can hear me or nt, waited for 400s my product mc dbl still nt out yet n d customer was like waiting for nth. there are 2 persons at line 1 n no one help her to do her products . all her products are all jammed ! after shouted for d 2nd time i lost all my patience n i shouted really loud in d counter area . i called line 1 to help her to do her products as i nid the products. i noe my tone was harsh cus all my orders are all red n everyone was waiting for me to give them product to settle d orders. nxt time i hav to be more patience n i hav to communicate more instead of shouting for it. i had learnt my mistake from this event.

30/12/12

went to sakae for dinner 

Went arcade after having dinner 

lunch dat he cook =) 

really like it =)

setting up for the table that he bought ytd @ IKEA

when its done =) 

he done it all by himself 

after so long finally got a pic tgt !! 

After reached hm =)

morning actually wanted to go his hse but i woke up late n went to his hse late. after buying the ingredients i went to his hse straight . after reaching his hse, he was busy doin his paper work n listening to radio . i was there to accompany him n had lunch wif him . he cooked dishes , i like d pork wif toufu very nice ! taste like my grandma's cooking =) after so long still can find someone who cooked like her =)

i stayed at his hse until 6pm den i went home . after went home i cook noodles . after eating i went to sleep . after wake up den we went for a movie . the name of the movie is "Jack Reacher" nice show . haha. 

before watching d movie we went to coffee bean to hav a drink . we bought the drink into d theatre . he place it inside his bag . he bought d ticket for couple seat n beside us was 2 guy n when they walked in we were like tis is couple seat r u 2 couples? haha 

after d movie den he send me home n he went running near my hse 1 round den run home . cool dat he can run for 35mins ! jus finished reading some of his blog but nt all can be view , not sure y...

Goin to bed nw . Good nite =)

walao eh ! there is a cat outside hse aiming to eat my hamster ! hope later my dad will make it go away ! if not my hamster will be gone again ! =(

jus finished wrk . jus nw was very busy working cus managers from our store are going for a store meeting. so d crew leaders have to help the attachment managers to look after the crews . It wasn't that easy to handle the job that has been pass to you and still have to look after other people while doing your own things . When i was doing fries, i still can see what are the counter crews are doing but when i was doing expeditor i cant really do much as i was too busy . Some more when the peak hours are over , the counters crews were going home or they went to break. Some more they had lesser and lesser people in the counter area. When customers in , manager ask a runner to open a counter and i was the only runner to run 3 counters . The managers only help for a while and walk away to help kitchen while counter was jam . After serving all the customers i was too tired and it was about time to go home . When it was my time to go home , customers in again so i have to help them to clear the customers . After finished serving the people , it was my turn to go home. After i punch out , i went to break with ong , we had a little talk . She said that i am good at controlling my temper , cus when managers didn't help i was very angry. Ong is a nice person . She praised me for the second time ! =) After a long day , that was the most happy thing i felt . Hope to hear more of those things .

jus finished watching 'The other truth' (真相).
nice show . its about laws n somethings about black .
I like this show . like all the actors n actress too !
quite funny n fun but interesting . =)
i scare that i will forget shows that i watch so i write down about it .

feeling so bored . nothing to do . after watching so much show oso feel so bored. i wanna go out n play but no money to go . y ?
i dun wan to wrk
i wan play
y i dun hav d responsibility to wrk?
i oso dun noe y i cant focus ?
argh!!