i break up wif him le, =)
when i said i wan to break up he didnt do anything.
act as normal,
somemore ask me y.
he should noe the problem he has....
i think he'll be relaxing at home,
no ppl will spent his money le(happy)
i think he oso dunnoe wad problem he has.
his problem are:
1.keep forgetting wad i jus said,
2.tell fwens about his past but nt me,
3.when goin out in a group he keep put me aside,
4.when we 2go out tgt we nvr talk unless got things happened,
5.keep calling me to do i dunnoe like to do de things.=(
6.dun care about me (onli sometimes)
i really dunnoe wad he is thinking.....
is all the guy like dat, when they hav gf?
will they treat them like me?
until nw he oso nvr call me ......

2day go sch, i go there for nt more den 1hr den cum back home le.
cus im nt feeling well.
my stomach was very pain.....
i called my mother to brin me home but she dun wan,
but dunnoe y she cum...
after dat when my mother came,
ms tan was there.
wan to talk to her about y i so many days nvr go sch,
but i was in such a pain i said can u faster?
den she said faster brin her to the doc.
when i reach poly clinic there was alot of ppl.
we waited a long time,
almost 2hrs.
when its my turn,
the doc ask me y i got so many days MC den i said cus im sick.
den the doc check wad happened,
den he said i was food poison.
dats y i got stomach pain.....

2day he came my house,
he brought me chicken chop for my lunch,
he called KFC for my dinner.
hahas 2day eat very full.
he treat me very well :)
but dunnoe y everytime i see him i got the anger.
every time scold him or hit him .......
he oso keep quiet...... =(

sch starts le,
1st week of sch i hav 2days nvr go sch le.
2day oso nvr go.
ms tan keep say me sia i hate her.....she very wad sia
2moro dunnoe wan to go sch or nt leh.
HAIS....

2day's the 1st day of 2010.
goin to start school le.
3more days.
when school start i think i will be very tired de.
study and work ....

2010

2010 le!!!
happy new year to all ppl,
its a new year again.
goin to start school agaian.
dunnoe which teacher will be my form teacher.
dunnoe will hav any change in school.
i still haven get my books.
this year sec3 again,
wich i can dun be sec3 next year!!!!
dunnoe i can pass or not.
rabi they all gone to sec4 le.
hais...
y i so stupid nvr go school!!!!
so long nvr study le dunnoe can go in or not.
have 6days MC staying at home very boring.
nothing to do.
still got headache n giddy....

long time never write blog le.
going to start school.
i still haven't get my books, uniform for school,
don't know the 1st day of school will be how?
i'm still working in mac.
working in mac is fun but sometimes really very hate doing.
that day when i do counter, got 1guy look like gangster,
come to my counter to order something,
at that time mac was very noisy,
so i cant heard him,
i asked him to say louder,
he said abit louder but i still can't hear it,
so i asked him to say louder,
and he looked at me and shouted at me.
i was shocked.
i asked him having here or take away,
he dun care, continued his order,
after that i asked him having here or take away,
he said take away.
than i said the amount,
the gave me $10 and i have to return him $5plus,
but he said want to give me 20cents but he never gave me 20cents he gave me 50cents.
i asked him is it u take the wrong coin den he said i gave u 50cents u gave me back $6plus ,
if u dont know how to do cashier than don't do go home sleep better.
he thinks he's very clever.
order me to do things.
sometimes is like that de.
that time is the 1st time i shouted back at customus.
very weird lor.
don't know how to say le.

2day i go 4 the hygiene course in poting pasir cc.
i took cab over.
very funny thing is when i do my things got 1 driver scold the cab driver,
said:"i go wad lane u oso go!"
den scold bad word....
scared me.
when i reached there i dunnoe where the classroom is den
i followed someone to level 3 den i saw the room.
when the class start,
i oso start to doze...
1st time st class doze sia.....
but mr cheng got alots of funny videos.
he opened 1 is like all the ppl in the show all fall...
we all laughed.
got 1 girl laugh until hit bang the table....
so funny, funny until my mouth very pain

2day nvr go work, cus go sch meet teacher.
den very lazy to go le n the time oso nt enough.
stay at hm very boring.
i stay at hm watched my sisters play com ,
watch tv.
at last i can play com le.
but very late den can play .
but at least i can play .
1st i watch show in the internet,
den play internet game.
before all these i go out n eat dinner,
den i watch tv until 11pm den i play.
nw very late le goin sleep but he call me.
nvm... happy dat he call.
he said dat he do DK the whole day,
cus 1 of the DK crew on leave,
so he hav to take over,
i think 2moro i oso nid to do DK.
at DK very borin de.
if can bring Hp over den very gd.
wish they nvr put me in DK.

2day we go swimming again le.
very fun, grace go wif us oso.
she n sy very pro sia i dunnoe hw swim onli play water.
but we start late for swimming.
we finished swimming is abt 8plus le.
so we go AMK hub walk walk awhile den grace go bak hm .
so we still at AMK but is in mac.
we wait til pay out.
after dat we take some money den we go eat dinner.
we had chicken rice.
after dat zx n i go bak tgt.
den i dunnoe wad time sy go bak.
when i reach hm is abt 1plus le very tired.

2day im staying at karen's hse again
tis 2nd time le but 2day she giv me her key to go hm 1st.
i feel like she start to dun like me
dunnoe y, but i got the feeling.
i eat le ice cream den come bak de.
nw still very full.
but still wan to eat something .
boring oso nth to do....
zx like nt so love me le.
he tok to her more den me,
when they chat things dat i dunnoe.
when they chat they'll laugh when tok to me like change a person.
dun even smile.
onli tok to her den he'll smile and laugh very happy.
whenever i ask him wad they say,
he'll say nth jus chat onli.
i dun believe they dun say any other things.
when they're tgt im very heartache.
dunnoe y.....

2day when i wake up my grandma call me to move bak to woodlands,
she dun wan me to stay at her house.
so sad but nvm karen said i can stay at her hse.
she so gd.
2day i work morning,
10am i started work, i open DK den i do DK the whole day.
in d morning is very boring.
i bring my hp over to DK.
onli some of the crew noe.
den suddenly got alot of customus.
the sundea and shake keep low but the bs crew very slow den cum .
hais , den the new crew help me pour the mix,
he dunnoe how to open den i help,
but in the end i hurt myself.
i broke my nail. very painful.
i ask jason got any paster den he help me apply something den put paster 4me.
but still very pain til nw.
very hard to do things.
i dun like.

on 20 oct zx , grace and me went to bbq.
zx's pri sch fwen bd invite us to go.
im 1st time meetin grace.
i told her to meet at AMK but she went to woodlands,
so she was late when she reached AMK zx and me was in
mini toon buying present 4 his fwen.
after he bought den she reach.
when she reach i called her to come mini toon.
but when i saw her,
at 1st i dunnoe de den i remember the pic in her friendster
den i noe.
but i nvr go up n ask, i sms her.
den she call bak so i confirm.

after we met den we went to paris ris.
den we went to eat sub-way.
after dat we go to the chalet. we arent the 1st to reach
but we reach there we went in and find the place,
when we found the place we went in and say hi.
den we start to help to start fire.
nw den i noe start fire isnt a easy job.
when the fire start den his fwen's bro cook the food 4 us.
we eat and play uno tgt.
they all very funny, very fun.
but when we play until very happy,
time passed .....
we miss train to go back AMK .....
but still got bus to interchange,
when grace got up the bus den we went to take cab.
very exp....
when i reach hm is midnight le.
the nxt day i start to hav no voice .
so sad, and i told jason dat i got sore throat,
he still put me in counter, say 4 awhile will find replacement.
but in the end i still do counter.
until no voice. so sad...

ytd when i punch in i do cashier til i go break.
come bak still the same...
very boring and my body's very itch.
den zx punch in n do runner...
but nt my runner.
vincent my runner.
den when he see us talk n laugh he make sound like erm hem.
whenever sia...
when i look at him, he do his work.
dunnoe wad he thinking.
when he tok to her i oso nvr make any sound or do anything but y he do this thing?
when i punch out vincent wait for us.
sh n me. den lp came down oso.
but awhile later he go bak but nvr tell us .
den sh stay wif us until goin to 12am plus den she gone hm.
so me, lp n zx go to karen's hse.
when we reach her hse,was abt 1am.
when we reached she gav us somethingg to eat and abt 2am plus zx go bak.
den i sent him dwn den i went bak to sleep.
but the nxt day i got stomache but dunnoe y?
hais.
i still dunnoe y he like this.....

2day, i went out with zx,lp,dy and sy.
we went out to play basketball.
we arranged the time is 2plus but we all were late.
when the time lp and i reached there, it's about 4plus.
zx waited the longest time.
he reached there about 3.30pm, when he reached,he called and sms me.
den i called lp and asked her where she was.
she said reaching soon.
when we reached, we all were so hungry so we went to eat KFC.
after a long time sy den reach.
after we ate we went for window-shopping.
after awhile, dy came.
so we went to play basketball together.
after we played, we went to the food court to take some bite.
after eat, we all went back home.

about past

got 1 time my sis and me wake up early in the morning,
we bath then go school.
around 5 we wake up,bath then go school.
reached school about 5.30am.
then we go toilet .
got 1time the toilet haven open den we go canteen's toilet.
the toilet very quiet .
after that we go eat our breakfast.
we like to go store no.5 to eat rice.
the rice and other "pei liao"very nice.
when we until half way then got some of the student come in.
the very funny thing is we go there the 1st thing to do is to go toilet!!!
so funny!!!

ydt we go out eat KFC but onli shwee yoon eat.
she called us out onli to see her eat.
she so bad...
after dat we go Time Zone play games
den she went home den we go watch movie.
we watched The Accident .
nice show.
after the show we went home.

i dunnoe he still love me or not.
when he talk to her he'll be very happy, she oso very happy.
whenever i think of this, i will cry.
shwee yoon said if not happy wif him den break.
but i dun wan to break
every time they talk they'll never stop talking
ytd i asked him if we break wad will he be,he said he'll treat me as his fwen.
i really heartache...

my sadness

yesterday when i saw him toking to other gal, i felt sour and i'm goin to cry out..
dunnoe y
whenever i saw they toking i'll wanna cry,
before he use the ice cream cone beat me i was so angry, den after he beat me,
i never tok to him.
he dunnoe y.
2day night he 12 finish work,
me and my sis were eating at mac.
den he suddenly came back, he didnt talk to me but he when in and talked to her.
he asked her for umbrella but didnt ask me.
i once told him i hav 1in my bag.
after i reached home i asked him,
he said he treat her as his elder sis.
but still dun feel good.
whenever i think of this i'll cry.
dunnoe y
i really dunnoe y will be like this feeling....
dunnoe he noe or not.
hope he dunnoe ba...
this kind of feeling very sad....
i dun like.
he said when he see me and other guy talking and laughing he'll felt angry .
dunnoe truth or not...
i really dun feel dat he love me.
he alway talk to her not me,
so should i break or?
but we onli stead for 2weeks.
i wanna a longer relationship.